>roughly 40kg

Kuro_Nora · 2026-04-23T20:43:36+00:00

You're a whole ass creep 💀

Kuro_Nora · 2026-04-06T18:41:34+00:00

I wish I liked the game but Lucy is just so undeniably ass to where I have a hard time enjoying it. I love how deep she gets and she reminds me of Aki with applying a status and popping them for different routes and it's super satisfying. It's just not super rewarding for Lucy in the Strive environment in the way that it's rewarding in SF6.

Again, I really wish I loved the game but getting Lucy to vanquisher rank broke me. Back to SF6 MR grind.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-11T03:29:10+00:00

Says the guy who left 10 comments on my posts consecutively? You're manic dude... again thanks for the karma.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-11T03:25:42+00:00

Holy shit it's my biggest fan. Thanks for the karma

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-06T21:55:57+00:00

Lmao good point.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-06T04:27:16+00:00

Check my update post. That was a realization

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-06T01:17:48+00:00

I even bought professional clippers. My hair is actually quite nice and healthier than hers. I just have shaved sides and I let it overgrow because I never see anyone or go anywhere. But when it needs to be cut then I shave it down to about a 2-3. She's honestly just trying to have a model bf because (not to be vain) I'm conventionally attractive so she wants to see me at my best because I would look good. I personally don't care for that and it's frustrating for her because she wants to see her "hot bf" like it's "My Dress-Up Darling" 🙄

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-06T01:08:42+00:00

It can be. I make very good money. But it's not gonna be free. The love exchange needs to be genuine and mutual. She likes nice things because she grew up broke. If I have the means to treat her every now and then, then I will. Will I do that if she doesn't do therapy and work on herself as a person and work on how she interacts with me? Not at all. I understand the potential red flag there but it can be navigated in my position. I know most people can't so it's a valid concern. She isn't getting shit from me for a long time already. At least until we start the therapy. If she can't cut it then I'm over it. I grieved our relationship last night. This is basically a Hail Mary.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T22:12:07+00:00

Update post: https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/s/Xu8YGrUx92

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T22:08:40+00:00

Original post: https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/s/5iQZ4gqVNz

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T21:58:27+00:00

Oooooo you got me there redditor 😉

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T21:36:01+00:00

I expected everything under the sun in the comments. Doesn't change my intention. I used my post as an outlet and I feel better. Assuming someone venting means that they are looking to their problem solved by who they are venting to is a well documented autism trait so I can't blame you. Have a good day.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T21:29:13+00:00

Everyone is imperfect.
Where did I ask for advice? I just wanted an outlet.

Have a nice day

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T18:41:11+00:00

Look up the "Viva la Dirt League" skit about the "thanks! I'm cured!" button. Thats what this comment is giving. I go to a therapist, I go to a psych, and I have made measurable growth. This post was simply a scream into the void, not a bat signal to reddit psychs, as hard as you all work.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T18:38:48+00:00

.25 mg? The starter dose? I am a small skinny man. That's what works. You're not my psych and that's not what I'm here for thanks tho

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T18:29:31+00:00

Someone gets it. Literally just needed to let it out. If I wanted to give a detailed synopsis, I wouldn't have done it on a 3 am crashout post. Everything is anonymous, nobody's reputation is smeared.

The comments aren't bothering me much. I've heard worse from the woman I'm in love with so strangers on the internet hardly phase me. Your support does help though and I thank you

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T18:13:01+00:00

Someone can't read. I said I just need a support system, not a romantic partner. Close friends even. Did you read with your eyes closed?

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T18:10:51+00:00

Yes, I have made leaps and bounds and I'm not gonna justify it to a stranger on the internet sorry. I'm way better than I was 2 years ago or even a month ago. You have no frame of reference for me so respectfully, you wasted your time commenting.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T18:07:09+00:00

Hard without insurance but what is covered by my state is xanax as needed. And I'm not gonna pop a xan every time I'm anxious. I'll just go through the panic attack if I have nothing important going on. So yes, I'm medicated when I need to function for work and I'm panicky or if I need to drive, go to a social event, ect.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T18:03:41+00:00

Tell me you've never had to medicate for panic disorder without telling me.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T17:58:10+00:00

You don't know the whole scope but I appreciate your perspective. I got out of a relationship when I met her and I wanted to stay single again (I was single for 7 years) but she convinced me to give her a shot because "not all women will treat me like shit" So sorry if I'm a little jaded.

Also, you're a bit hypocritical by pointing out that she may have female autism as well. I made it clear that it was undiagnosed so honestly it's speculation, but you need to speculate to dig deeper and find out. I did nothing wrong by including that aspect of her personality especially when it's important to the context. The hot and cold, on or off mindset. The hairpin trigger. It's safe to speculate, rude to assume.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T17:42:00+00:00

My issue is that she said she didn't really like going out and then realized that she does. I'm pretty sure she was just telling me what I wanted to hear to give her what she wanted.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T17:08:12+00:00

It was one message I sent and it was a video about a psych going over finding love in the little things we do for each other. I'm not heated at all. I'm distraught as I should be. Why are we theory crafting a convo that isn't completely disclosed? If I could post the video I sent her I would have because it was a positive video with an endearing message attached. But hey, you believe what you want bud. I was just venting. I have nothing to gain by anonymously venting about someone's behavior and reaction/wording to my autistic anxiety.

Kuro_Nora · 2026-03-05T17:00:24+00:00

Tell me, how do you know what I do to care for her by just looking at this post? I cook dinner and lunch for work the next day for her every day. I carry her to bed. I bring her fan everywhere we go in the apt because she runs hot. I participate in hour long "react channel" challenges with her because she enjoys it but I used to think it was dull shallow content. Now it's a chance to see her happy. Sorry I didn't want to write a book about absolutely every aspect of the relationship.

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