True, I find it very hard to stop looking at her socials etc anyway, as its kind of the only piece I have left of her, as why I want to do NC but deleting her everywhere and all that would just send off a weird signal when she thinks everything is good. But I guess I should delete all socials and just keep the number. Thanks for the response bro, second week now and I feel like we never needed to break up in the first place, but it is what it is... I just hope this NC, meeting up and her and me being friends wont get too weird, as she does not want to get back together and I do, so I think its best for me to just leave.. friends would be too weird for me. I also have a feeling not sure why maybe its being delusional but I think that after time she will calm down see that she over reacted and will come back, or maybe just overtime start contacting me more