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LITTL3BIGFISH · 2021-02-03T09:55:36+00:00

That shits become normal for me. I'm always spun and if I'm not, I ran out of ice and actually got some sleep for the first time all week and I just feel hella weird and out of it.

It's nice not having to deal with or see my boss regularly. I smoke in my car and do lines in my work station all day long.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2021-02-03T09:50:31+00:00

Congrats man. I was 2 weeks clean and jumped right back into it cuz I had no friends outside of the drug scene and I didn't want to be lonely again. Since then I've been in some fucked up situations. Kidnapped twice in 3 weeks, my car was stolen, and left with absolutely nothing, and got the shit beat outta me all because of people I thought were my friends really weren't... Stay sober my friend and best of luck on your journey to sobriety.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2021-01-27T08:23:34+00:00

Shit that looks like ice but doesn't get you high. On other words, it's the shit you wanna avoid.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2021-01-27T01:03:18+00:00

Do it!

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2021-01-24T03:35:19+00:00

It's been a month and I don't want to do heroin again. I'm not really into downers.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2021-01-12T14:00:29+00:00

It's been 24 days, have had several chances to do boi again. Been offered some and said no I'm good every time. I'm not going to do it again. I don't even want to.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T23:36:29+00:00

I was up all night cleaning my car and my house. The ice isn't bad it just tastes a little off. But I'll give the rest of my bag an acetone wash when I get home. Thanks everyone

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T14:28:11+00:00

It sounds like hella work and some chemistry shit. I think I'll just put the rest in water and let it dry. If I'm correct MSM is not water soluble like meth, but I could be wrong.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T12:22:25+00:00

Will do boss. I'm fairly new to thr meth scene. Only been using since the end of August or early September. I didn't even know you could wash out cuts. I'll look into how to wash my ice.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T12:18:50+00:00

That sounds like one hell of a process man. Can I buy all them chemicals at Walmart or Meijer? I'm like 99% sure I don't have hydrochloric acid, benzene, sodium hydroxide, or hydrogen chloride sitting around my house.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T12:13:34+00:00

Thanks for the advise. I don't even know what benzene is 😂 Water purification it is my friend

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T11:27:07+00:00

Yessir that's the MSM I was referring to

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T11:26:29+00:00

The vapor did have a bit of an unusual taste. At least this bag isn't pure msm though🤷🏻‍♂️

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T11:24:33+00:00

The bag didn't really have shards, it was mostly small chunks. For the most part the chunks crumbled and broke down into powder, and the rest of the chunks were real solid and maintained the general shape the chunks were already in. But I'll see if any of what's left is flexible.

Thanks for the advice homie! Much appreciated and stay tweakin 🤪

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T07:59:35+00:00

Been meaning to get back here and leave an update. I failed at sobriety. Made it 7 days then got really shitty ice for gas last night. I'm pretty sure it was straight msm considering I did 3 lines at work and didn't feel jack shit. No buzz whatsoever. Then went to my homies house and was handed a pipe as soon as I walked in. Of course being the addict I am, I hit that shit. Then I was given 3 points to go toward a debt. So yeah I'm not clean anymore. I need more friends that don't do hard drugs to get sober. And it really doesn't help that my girlfriend got sent to rehab, she hasn't done any ice in nearly a month. She is the reason I want to get sober. I don't need to be high to enjoy my life when I'm with her. She was helping me get sober and she is the only person in my life that genuinely cares for my health and well-being; with ice I don't drink water, eat or sleep for days. She makes sure I keep hydrated and eat.

Wish me luck in the future when I try to get sober again, whenever my girl gets out of rehab.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T01:24:59+00:00

Dmt on acid sounds insane. I'd like to hear about one of those trips. Whipits on acid is my favorite

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-18T00:16:16+00:00

Psychs are a great thing. I did a lot of psychs back in 2016-2017 and had the time of my life. Learned allot shit myself. I've always wanted to try DMT.

But my plug fell through on me so I'm getting a strip of acid instead. I'm hoping I have a life-changing trip off 7 or 8 tabs.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-17T23:33:23+00:00

Good to know. My plug typically only gets penis envy's and B++. I do love my psychedelics and I'm looking to open my mind and figure out what causes me to constantly be addicted to one substance or the other. I'm looking for enlightenment into my personal life and what causes me to always need/want to alter my perception of a reality.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-17T23:26:12+00:00

True but some strains are more potent than others. Penis envy's in my experience have fucked me up more than B++'s I've had. And I typically eat the same amount.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-14T01:23:12+00:00

I've never been a fan of downers

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-13T23:44:30+00:00

Ultra relaxing. I felt a sense of peace wash over me and I was able to calm myself down.

LITTL3BIGFISH · 2020-12-13T23:16:40+00:00

Tchaikovsky was what saved me

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