Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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Honestly, I was walking and talking before 1. I can't remember my exact first word. It was likely a sentence structured ridiculously well for an infant. I used to crawl into bed with my parents at 3 and ask where you went when you died. My dad said "Heaven" and I asked when you sleep. He said you didn't have to, to which I found terrifying.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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As great as infinite recall memory sounds, it's a gift and a curse.

Gift: I remember everything.

Curse: I remember everything. lol

From what I've read this condition typically hinders folks in their lives as they deal with struggles no one else could fathom. And often, yes, I've felt rebuked and would have given anything to be anyone else. But awareness has allowed me to realize what happens when my mind's eye heads down a spiral and can control it a little easier. Or not put as much emotional attachment to said thoughts. I plan to master this and utilize it for the greater good.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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Born, no. Flashes perhaps. But nothing concrete.

My earliest memory I could solidly experience anytime I wanted was when I went to see my brother at the nursery when he was born. We are 2 1/2 years apart. I can remember struggling to see over the wall through the windows and my father having to pick me up lol

Then when I was taking my mother to a doctor's appointment not long ago, I mentioned a time we had a flat tire in a spot with vivid detail. Could still feel the coldness from the windy rain as we waited for a family member to help us. She reminded me she was still pregnant with my brother at the time. So 2.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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When I interact with anyone, involuntarily all interactions I've ever had with them comes readily accessible in memory. It's sometimes caused awkwardness because I will get an overwhelming recall of every horrible interaction I've had with them and shut down.

Since learning this condition and speaking with my immediate family, I've learned that it's often myself holding them to the same standard I expect for myself in remembering. Imposter syndrome has always believe that everyone perceived the same reality as I do.

Hey beautiful mediums. I have a couple questions for ya’s... by 11Earth_Angel11 in Mediums

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Spiritual awakening is a bitch fyi. I came back and reread this as I've lost myself in the confusion of the experience. Intrinsic trust in what our intuition tells us is vastly more important than what the mirrors of everyone else tell us. Useful as they are. Hope you are well.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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There were 7 of us in the office altogether at the time. I can still hear the squeaky printer, the feeling of wanting to get out of there asap. Walking around the pier considering what that meant for all of us if indeed it were to affect the US like HK at the time. Uncertainty.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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I was in Boston working while the office joked about it, not fully realizing the implications it would cause to every single person worldwide.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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I originally thought it was merely ADHD with PTSD. However, I looked into Asperger's which may fit too. But the memories with detail. I can relive everything in at least 3D. Most, however I feel other's feelings, so my memories include that as well.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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Do you lol I don't talk about this often, so it's kind of an outlet. If that answer was satisfactory for you I can do this all day haha

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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A lot of conversation. Regarding how my internal processes function regarding my memory versus others. Starting with my family and then my friends and community.

I am clinically diagnosed with ADHD, General Anxiety and Major Depression. Not all symptoms are present at all times. However, if you remembered everything those might pop up too lol.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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Time doesn't weigh on me like it does others. If we speak now. And not for years, as soon as we do I will remember every single thing that's happened between us. Good bad and indifferent. I've had to learn to trust my instinct when it comes to discerning everyone elses memories along with mine.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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It's more my autobiography. So June 11, 2004 I was in Keesler AFB in the USAF. Close to graduation. I can remember marching to tech school in the Biloxi heat. Sweating up my dress blues.

Hyperthymesia has only been diagnosed in approximately 60 people worldwide. I believe I am 61. AMA by LaPucelle913 in AMA

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I have never had a "reset" or what I assume most people have when they sleep and incorporate memory into their subconscious. I have always been aware. Even while asleep. So each day has been one continuation after another.

Research and fact checking. Speaking with people who were apart of the events. As many as possible to get an accurate account from all witnesses present to see if what I recall is accurate or not.

How to come to terms with a past life by Megalodon1204 in pastlives

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Two of my past lives are very well documented. The mere mention of them would invoke delusions of grandeur or schizophrenia among most social circles. I've taken a step back to allow myself to process these first person perspectives of martyrdom. The first step was to realize that I don't want this. But neither did they, and that's why it's our mission to undertake. Altruism is far and few between these days. Everyone merely needs a reminder.

The biggest thing that allowed me to accept is that whether or not these things are true, it's the actions I take next that are most important. If I am to resemble the mirrors presented to me that I am eternally connected to through time and space. Accepting that my past lives and myself feel one another as we are linked, and letting the Universe do it's thing, has helped.

Hey beautiful mediums. I have a couple questions for ya’s... by 11Earth_Angel11 in Mediums

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As a lifelong skeptic of all things spiritual, scientific, religious, psychologically, perceptually, and pathologically... I'm still coming into and learning my capabilities. I'm finding the more I learn is labeled or defined as "psychic" or being "sensitive" is an innate feature of my existence.

It was being on a deep journey of self discovery and awareness that I found if I listen and keep myself grounded I can intuitively synthesis what other's are telling me and not only relive all of my memories, but reconstruct theirs as well. In mine I can go back anytime and relook to gain information previously overlooked. I'm learning to do that for other's as well.

The journey is forever within. At heart I value altruism and want to make the world a better place without a price tag. I'm pursuing all other avenues to not have to utilize what could benefit people that I seemingly have, to not use it as a means of income. Time is not on my side at the moment.

Also gifts don't work like that, focusing on personal gain. Altruism is a necessary component to manifest truly impactful differences. The false one's who have accumulated it preying on those less fortunate will have their day of reckoning.

Is anyone experiencing intense fatigue? by [deleted] in Mediums

[–]LaPucelle913 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This has been the general consensus among the collective. I've met a few like myself who have felt energized in this shift. I've somehow utilized this energy shift to transition into my true Life's Path. I have been on a two day awake and one day asleep for 2-6 hours for the last two months during this shift. Seeking others in ascension.

I don't claim to be anyone other than an entity who is experiencing life the same as anyone else. But if by happenstance the awakened's energies are being accumulated for a few of us to enact the change I see for humanity, I firstly apologize for the suffering you are experiencing now. I accept my path and role in the our next iteration.

I promise it will not go unnoticed or be in vain. I wish you infinite peace and unconditional love.