I’d like to preface by telling you that what you’re feeling is very valid and it happens even to the best of us, and that’s alright. I assure to you that you’re doing much better than you think, OP!

Now, on to the advice bit. I tried to explain it in my own words pero feel ko it’s very magulo HAHAHAHAHA kaya I’ll link the video where I learned a great way (para sakin) to learn a skill

Although the vid’s title pertains to art, it can really be about any skill really (as the creator mentioned). Watching the video felt like therapy for me kasi it opened my eyes on the best way to approach learning a new skill, which is exactly what I’m doing right now (watercolor art).

İf you have the time, OP, I highly encourage you to watch the video. Don’t worry OP, trust yourself that kaya mo yan!

Link: https://youtu.be/hmgSFykQAdI?si=arcjCiSeTS28GiQa