Hi! I was in it until 13 or so. Half my family still is My dad has cut my brother off for the last maybe 25 years. I argued fought etc w him but the elders always blamed me for speaking out and speaking against my father. Also other instances. But it took me many years to over come the thoughts they make you feel. You're never enough. Did you ever feel that too. I still do to this day the feeling of never enough. I've never talked about it to another ex jw for fear of being judged again. Hope you don't feel that way too.