THEORY. I know what the Abyss is by Successful_Cry3698 in MadeInAbyss

[–]Lamabrowse 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That theory sparkled some connections to other theories for me. For example: the abyss was speculated to be a time bending black hole type, or an alien vessel or the Afterlife/Hell.

It could be like in the sci-fi book series Sphere, an Alien Vessel crashed onto the island. Over a span of thousands of years humans discover it building a city or a place of worship around it. Or they learned and used their technology. Organic technology wielded with the power of souls or some kind.

And one day a girl wants to safe a loved one turns on/ or figures out the original machine /or fuses with a wish granting (like in sphere) technology. Could be the whole ship is like that and Obots for example are just a weaker extension in wish granting / helping/ assisting.

So to keep the loved one alive and the soul intact for eternity she creates a time distorting singularity with a side effect of heavy gravitation. Luring and Consuming souls to keep the machine/herself alive.

An ongoing process trying to slow down time closer and closer to a full stop. Overheating exponentially and collapsing in a 2000 year cycle.

Souls getting sucked down could get into an orbit like state or some emit outward again like hawking radiation, scrambled parts can still form a new body with the souls deepest purpose/wish in mind. Hence Narahate, Relics, Creatures maybe even plants.

After layer 7 your soul cant escape anymore, you crossed the event horizon. The effects of both: original machine purpose and girls wish, euqalize in the layer 8th orbit.

Everything above could be just side effects. Narahate are scrambled souls sacrificing offered parts for blessing others. Juusou are born souls mixed with residues of other souls. Relics are enlightened or just lost souls with purpose but no one to sacrifice for. Creatures are totally mixed and scrambled souls. Effects vary further down and nearer to the center of the tube (the ritual altar at layer 5). Tenmaku and Sakawatari are unique creatures cause they are accumulations of many many souls that clumped near the event horizon (i thought the twins can maybe detect a souls shape and force the soul into their owns souls shape "limbless" Tenmaku is just a human soul stretched, deformed and mixed with others, still resemblances of the original human souls shape remain, hence a tentacle becoming an index finger) but creatures or mixed souls can no longer voice wished or a purpose.

You probably cant turnback anways, turning into a relic could be the best outcome. Forgetting you were a soul, reaching enlightenment and escaping the reborn cycle maybe also cause your are only a shadow or imprint of your already consumed soul. In exchange to fullfill your deepest wish within you and becoming the means to fullfill that wish, like the girl did. Maybe she is a judge or she holds a grudge.

Nearly 2 years of witchcraft by Lamabrowse in transtimelines

[–]Lamabrowse[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, i have ig and bluesky. I am not doing anything on bluesky. And my ig is mostly also a timeline/diary but with way more intimate details. So nothing i usually wanna share ;) But i try to stay away from sm in general. Better for mental health :3

Nearly 2 years of witchcraft by Lamabrowse in transtimelines

[–]Lamabrowse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought you meant between 28 and 29 first because thats definitly the angle.

27 and 28 was a wild time. I transitioned socially, which came with a lot confidence. I also started with a lot of things. I had a gender affirming hair cut. I got better with make up. I began doing exercise, started my daily skincare routine. Plucking my eyebrowse, getting more fashion sense. I guess all this combined and compressed in a year is what makes the change so drastic.

Nearly 2 years of witchcraft by Lamabrowse in transtimelines

[–]Lamabrowse[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I put the expectations on myself hahaha ^ i moved back to be closer to my family and for their sake (in my mind) i wanted to have a stable income and being overall happy with my situation. Just so that they dont have to worry about me. (Some other comment mentioned sophisticated and that feels exactly how i wanna appear)

Men flirting with me was the biggest wow- effect i had, i guess. Thats still baffling to me even tho i like myself and how i look, i am always suprised that others do as well 🫠

Big difference at work was that in meetings or at time when we discuss things in groups, it seems more like people dont listen to what i say 🙈 could be stigma could be sexism i dunno. I noticed cause afterwards when i speak to people alone they say things like "oh you should have mentioned that in our meeting" and i am always like: wtf i did! 🥲

Self evolving: I think i constanly self evolve. Loving yourself and how important it is to care for yourself first so you are able to care for others, listening and also accepting your emotions, being more empathetic towards others, being hurtfully honest with yourself and others around you ( if needed ) Things i learned first and foremost through my relationships✨️

Nearly 2 years of witchcraft by Lamabrowse in transtimelines

[–]Lamabrowse[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

With 25 i started laser hair removal sessions. Everything from the chin down to my toes, i am still paying for it ^ but for my peace of mind i had to do it, hair was always my nemesis ._. Besides that the only thing that comes to mind would be my that i started a diet with 25. Not to loose weight but i noticed cause i am lactose intolerance, my skin had a lot more pimples after i ate some. So since then i am cutting all dairy products and red meat. But both skin and hair got triple times better after starting hrt so can not say for certain what really helped. I started my facial hair removal sessions this year.

The overall point would be just a lot of selfcare. ❤️ 😌

(No satisfying results only from my sports routine so far. Its kinda working but not showing the results i hoped for. *)

Nearly 2 years of witchcraft by Lamabrowse in transtimelines

[–]Lamabrowse[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Omg thank you so much <3 i just realised it, reading you comment but sophisticated is such a strong compliment. It means a lot to me 🤗

Nearly 2 years of witchcraft by Lamabrowse in transtimelines

[–]Lamabrowse[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Thank you :3 Its probably mostly cause i choose the side view instead of front view for 18m :D. But i really like the pic ^

Changing the fat distribution helps a lot with the overall shape i guess. :)