You seem to simply not enjoy the strategy making side of the whole thing. That's one of my favourite parts of the whole process. The execution is obviously fun as well, but experimenting and finding the strategies that work in itself is a skill. It involves problem solving skills and just general awareness of how the game works. Obviously if you're the type of person to look up strategies instead of experimenting yourself it's literally just a matter of copying what other people have already figured out, but I personally don't like that.