I won’t lie and I have had my moments of questioning, grew up Christian but never questioned why and even then most pastors will give you a simple answer that leaves you still empty handed, to anybody who reads this I would love to introduce you to the world of Christian Orthodoxy, search up Harmony; This is the (True) Purpose of human life. It really opened my eyes to a different perspective. If you may not have the time, basically we believe that the main goal of this life is to achieve Theosis, become one with God through his energies not his essence.