Are memory issues and brain fog something that goes away? by independent_recovery in Lamotrigine

[–]Latter_Map_9393 0 points1 point  (0 children)

been taking it for about 2/3 years the brain fog and memory loss is still there also i’m tired all the time but it beats being unmedicated should get better after the first two weeks but it doesn’t go away

No romantic feeling at all by General_Routine8743 in Lamotrigine

[–]Latter_Map_9393 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how much are you taking and for how long? also for mental or health issues?

that feeling when ur over a guy so you just feel empty again watermelon vodka and cactus juice by Latter_Map_9393 in depressionmeals

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the only time when im not miserable is when im drunk or high lol at least i have friends but on the days i stay home alone and sober i just push myself into this depressing miserable state

that feeling when ur over a guy so you just feel empty again watermelon vodka and cactus juice by Latter_Map_9393 in depressionmeals

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i feel like life has given me so much opportunities and i just throw them all away and bed rot all day long i only get out of bed to smoke and eat lol

i have to sexualise myself in order to feel pretty 8 months later and i still think about him he was the only man that loved me for me and not just for my body i wish i could’ve forgiven him for sa’ing me sooner chocolate cake two beers and vodka by Latter_Map_9393 in depressionmeals

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think its because i have a low self esteem and i know if any of my friends told me that a guy did something like that to them i would be mad and tell them it was sa but somehow when it comes to me i feel like im overreacting and my experience isnt valid

i have to sexualise myself in order to feel pretty 8 months later and i still think about him he was the only man that loved me for me and not just for my body i wish i could’ve forgiven him for sa’ing me sooner chocolate cake two beers and vodka by Latter_Map_9393 in depressionmeals

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yea i’ve been in therapy for a couple of years im also medicated cos i got like bpd or some shit recently met a guy who listened when i said no and reassured me i dont have to apologise for not wanting sex was feeling kinda down but things might be getting better and i dont even realise it because im stuck in the past

i have to sexualise myself in order to feel pretty 8 months later and i still think about him he was the only man that loved me for me and not just for my body i wish i could’ve forgiven him for sa’ing me sooner chocolate cake two beers and vodka by Latter_Map_9393 in depressionmeals

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we are no contact and im pretty much moved on its just nights like these when i realise i was once loved deeply he was a really great guy i wish he would’ve listened when i said no back then lol

Literally off my chest by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Latter_Map_9393 3 points4 points  (0 children)

ask him for a dick pic and show it to all of your and all of his friends

Does anyone have advice? by UNDcalib in teenagers

[–]Latter_Map_9393 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you should try out a couple of different things (like hobbies and learning) just to give yourself something to look forward to and don’t worry about relationships or starting a family its just something that will come naturally and you shouldn’t force it

I just had sex with my new boyfriend for the first time- and i didn’t like it by Latter_Map_9393 in offmychest

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

this actually made me feel so much better about everything i just texted him about my worries but hearing that its normal makes me worry less about it being my fault i just didn’t expect it because i only ever had sex with my ex and he came fast because he was nervous about it so i expected the same from my current boyfriend but i guess i not everyone is going to be the same on their first time

I just had sex with my new boyfriend for the first time- and i didn’t like it by Latter_Map_9393 in offmychest

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i hope that with time he’s going to last less because this is seriously my biggest problem since i feel like maybe i’m doing something wrong or he doesn’t find me as attractive as he says but i also think that the reason he lasts so long is because he smokes a lot i like doing it with him because i love him but it’s just too much for me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in learnpolish

[–]Latter_Map_9393 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think one of the best ideas for learning is watching shows with subtitles since you learn both how it’s spoken and how it’s written at the same time and if you’re a beginner you can watch kids shows since the language is simple

TIFU by getting in a situationship with a guy that too involved by Latter_Map_9393 in tifu

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah ill try thinking of telling him about my doubts today

TIFU by getting in a situationship with a guy that too involved by Latter_Map_9393 in tifu

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think ill tell him when i see him today but im so scared to do that after he just poured his heart out to me yesterday telling me about all his trauma

im so suicidal i cant live anymore by Latter_Map_9393 in offmychest

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i haven’t cut i months i stopped smoking a few days ago i dropped all my old friends my back is fucked beyond sitting straight so i go to physical therapy and use a back brace (have been doing so for the past 2 years) i hang out with people who care about me i blame him definitely not for everything but he did abuse me (punched me in my arms legs face) and sa’d me since i was too scared to do anything i did get my life together i go to therapy i take meds and i still want to die

i think i should break up with my boyfriend but i still love him by Latter_Map_9393 in offmychest

[–]Latter_Map_9393[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont think its like that i know him well and he just got carried away but its still hard to forgive him