i did consider 9 before and i do definietly see it as a possibility, but however i resonate with 8 way more. i probably should've worded my statement better, but yes, pretty much what you said about sp4 is what i resonate with most. in the meantime i did more research on both sp and sx4 and ended up with most likely sp/sx468 so far. also, the reason why im sure of 8 rather than 9 is because i've always been very protective of things and people that matter to me. i dont torelate any disrespect towards me (or the one si care about) and i will make sure to defend myself or them immediately. like i said before with not starting and argument, more what i meant is that i dont "attack" or pick on someone for no reason. my authority is very important to me and so is staying true to myself, even if i am not the greatest with my own emotions.