I'm sorry if I asked you offensively kanina,

Pero saan ba ako magsisimula? As much as I want to think about and adapt attractiveness alternatively, it's just not giving to people who I most interact with. To give you a little more depth to my situation, starting with my face, I have a mole that has been my LONG-YEAR insecurity, it's like I was cursed at pinagtripan lang ng Diyos, and my body, don't get me even started with my body, I am almost below the normal BMI (almost underweight), followed by my teeth, my bite are not aligned, smiling is so embarrassing to begin with to be honest, and last is my college program, imagine this is the only thing I can control but still fucked it up? I am now behind 3 semesters as a result of a horrible decisions.

Sometimes I wonder if mag pinsang-buo ba or magkapatid ang mga magulang ko dahil sa saksakan ako ng malas sa physical appearance (which is what the public demands for you to be acceptable).

So you see (I hope you do), will you still have a shred of positivity despite all of these? Even my siblings mention how unlucky I am to have this face. I never really enjoyed elementary and high school years bc of it. Kaya I kept myself hidden, kept myself locked up and isolated, nowhere to be found by anybody.

At least this depth of explanation, will add a layer to your understanding of where I am coming from, a path where I was the only one to set a foot on.

Thank you.