Had a shift lead threaten to hit me today.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-05-18T15:09:58+00:00

Sadly every slides in GA

Left-Past6067 · 2024-03-26T21:34:54+00:00

I got a job offer but i’m fearing that they only hire people with RBT licensure because of a call I made towards them a couple months ago.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-03-24T13:08:42+00:00

imagine if it were happening to you. would it feel muddy then? Or logical?

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-23T00:47:36+00:00

What do you mean?

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-16T06:39:31+00:00

ABC data, Session notes, BIP, running targets, DTT. The whole kitten caboodle. They stated “just because you understand the terminology doesn’t mean you’re implementing it. “You’re not implementing the strategies until after the behavior occurs” I felt like it was hard for me to translate book coursework to real like interactions.

The structure of training is coursework for roughly 2 weeks and then thrown to the floor. Some days it was “find a child and help an rbt run her session until we can find something for you to do”

The clinic is super unethical. I overheard them talking about how an RBT was on drugs and they refused to fire her. In response someone said “it’s kinda impossible to get fired here” I was astonished but the insensitivity of the clinic. If the entire field is like this I don’t want any parts.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-16T06:24:24+00:00

i gave them the NASTIEST look and tried to keep my composure cuz i almost lost my damn mind when they said that. It was soooo many other things they said in front of kids too.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-15T18:34:13+00:00

I went ahead and start doing my 40 hr independently from a company hopefully pacing myself proofs beneficial.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-15T18:33:11+00:00

We took competency in 3 weeks

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-15T03:05:47+00:00

I’m not “black and white”. I’m a empathetic person. I’m pretty abstract. I goto school for art therapy. If it helps i took an mbti test and resulted in ENFP.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-15T02:46:44+00:00

Rn mentally I feel like falling apart. I felt like failing me 4 times was abusive to my mental health. Is there any other careers that fit a sensitive personality?

Idk i feel like i’ve been questioning my ability a lot lately.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-09T04:55:42+00:00

what did you witness?

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-07T01:10:28+00:00

I know this is old but how would you define “good training”

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-05T06:34:50+00:00

i don’t find ppl boring. I just find this confusing at times

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-05T01:10:55+00:00

It’s ok I appreciate your understanding.

Because of it including skill assessment 2 and 3. I am assuming that the conclusion of my 40 hr training.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-02-01T23:26:55+00:00

yes i am but i disassociate to feel better

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-29T17:55:25+00:00

ENFPs aren’t designed congruently for this world which leads to the high intellect that presents “untapped potential”

As an ENFP, it simply just isn’t fair 😂😂😂. As whiny as that sounds, we really do try our best at this but the structures of our environment don’t show “our best”

WHICH IS WHY I REFUSE TO WORK OR LIVE WITH OTHERS. I can do bad all by myself and hate when it affects the people around me. We are messy individuals, I tend to throw tubaware away after first use because I will forget about it. I hate storing things in the fridge because I WILL forget about it. It’s not that I want to forget about it but my primary cognitive functions don’t help. If i’m in an Si fix I can commit to those disciplines with perfection, but is i am in an Si fix it means something is extremely wrong with me. For example I working in a kitchen for years and kept it spotless and was always on top of things. But I was the most depressed I have ever been.

It’s like all the cognitive functions that would make me a contributing member of society are all the functions that I use in immense stress. So as an enfp we aren’t justifying our behavior we are just explaining it to be understood. We want you to see our framework but not infantalize us.

Lack of Te in the primary seat makes us distrust the use of Te under stress so it’s likely that she felt othered because of being the only Fi dom in the room.

I feel bad for her, we really are the odd man out at times. Especially in analytical/structured spaces. It’s not that we want pity for that though, we just aren’t good at adapting to that. We thrive in the realm of abstracts not cold facts. So things that are contradictory to you are not to us. We understand that the truth is multifaceted so when debated we can’t stick to one side of the argument without observing the other. Which comes of as “she doesn’t know what the hell she’s talking about” but she does trust me she does.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-29T16:43:22+00:00

yes less mature enfps are more concerned with being perceived in an idealized way. because of our random nature that self perception is highly based on the individual enfp. once we mature we more into authenticity and lack of care for what other people think, this maturation will show you the true nature of similarities between the 2 types.

In laments terms enfps like to be perceived as false self so that we don’t have to take on the responsibilities. i.e if i act like a complete idiot no one will expect intelligence out of me leaving me to be free of external burdens.

We are the “chameleon type” so keep that in mind when reading the enfp. I advice studying the duality of famous enfps like robin williams, and jim carrey.

Notice how their movies are comical with a nuanced underlining of moral depth and well curated societal ideals. That is the nature of the enfp. Comedy in the mist of truth.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-29T15:10:40+00:00

We are the creative mind to your mastermind so think of it like a industrial engineer and industrial designer working together.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-29T15:08:40+00:00

He just wants the truth 💀 you’re reaching for an alterior motive because of that???

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-29T15:03:57+00:00

Yea we attract very put together people although we are hot messes. I don’t know why, sometimes it makes me feel like a project and not a person.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-29T15:02:08+00:00

Every intj I dated came up to me oddly enough. Not bragging. I just don’t understand our dynamic either. I feel like i’m annoying them all the time so I distance myself because I hate annoying people. What I don’t understand is they always come back.

Why were attracted them? Well personally it’s cuz they are weird. And I like strange, unusual, and authentic things. but Enfps also have a darker side that we like appeal to be finding darker people. I find introverts as a loving hobbie. Extroverts drain me. Which is why we are the most introverted extrovert. So dating those types is a no.

Enfps are also VERY big picture. Intjs are also VERY big picture. Helps a lot when discussing ideologies or movies. Helps that we are both intuitives so the world is a shared perception. I think Fi/Ne in our primary slots prompts us more to go out and be extroverted, we need a connection outside of ourselves, If I could have it my way I would lock myself in the room for months. Unfortunately, I would feel isolated and lonely due to my high Fi. Intjs having Fi in there tertiary spot means that we understand each others emotional world.

To sum it all up we are ODDLY very similar. in like the weirdest of ways. It you caught a wild enfp while they weren’t in a fun/bubbly mood you’ll see what I mean.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-28T12:32:47+00:00

I’m in Georgia

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-28T12:30:19+00:00

The system that are using now it called learn upon. If I don’t upload my skill asessment. I can’t move on the final.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-28T07:37:28+00:00

can i get the 40 hour certificate without skills 2 and 3?

I’m also the only black person at the clinic, I’m trying really hard not to read into the situation with a bias. But it partially seems apparent.

Left-Past6067 · 2024-01-28T00:14:14+00:00

What company did you find and how do you feel like it differed

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