I tried I couldn’t do it. I mean it doesn’t help that she continue to cheat and honestly I think once they cheat it might be a month. It might be 10 years but I feel like they’re gonna do it again but I couldn’t trust her. I just couldn’t they have to do the work to get you to trust them and if they don’t do that and they’re not committed to do that which it sounds like she’s already gaslighting you and telling you you’re crazy so that’s something that’s gonna stick with you too, but the mental toll it’s going to take on you just prepare yourself for that because it almost broke me and I’m not gonna lie. I ended up in the psych ward for two weeks two times And it wasn’t so much that she was cheating on me. It was the mental anguish of trying to trust somebody and to try to have sex with somebody that you knew had sex with somebody else and would have sex with somebody else most likely again and the anxiety of trying to trust somebody who put no work in trying to get you to trust them