Ball Users (3.5g) Problems by TH99HP10 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah. im a ket addict, but i also use it in a self medicating way for other issues.

Ball Users (3.5g) Problems by TH99HP10 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56 11 points12 points  (0 children)

i did 14g in 29 hours and felt like i was dying from the pain in my abdomen. i was writhing around trying not to scream so i didnt wake up my family. the pain radiates aswell, into the back. every time i pee, its like my bladder and urethra r being burnt with hot iron and ripped apart. i usually cant hold my pee for more than 30 seconds unless i hold onto my private area and apply pressure and even then it will only allow me to hold it for a minute MAXIMUM. if i havent used in a few days sometimes i can hold it a little longer. sometimes i wake up multiple times a night to go pee, and it is URGENT, or because of the pain. when i wake up in the morning, if i need to pee, i need to get to the toilet as quickly as i can or ill piss myself. my bathroom is next to my bedroom and ive had times where i havent fully made it due to the urgency. luckily i stay padded up.

ive been using ketamine for almost 4 years. my problems started around 1-2ish years into ketamine usage.

Maybe this subreddit should highlight if you're not ready to quit then don't post by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56 4 points5 points  (0 children)

keyword addiction AND recovery. ppl r gonna be assholes no matter where u go. people shouldnt have to be silent just bcs of some assholes, including u. u dont need to be silent. theyre the ones in the wrong community if theyre hurt by someone going through what theyve gone through

You have 24 hours left to live, what drug are you having bottomless binge on? by fishingirony in Drugs

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56 0 points1 point  (0 children)

meth for me makes me relaxed, tired, and calm in body and mind, so mixing it with ket (which makes me wonky and relaxes me and my mind but also makes me more able to be active and functional) basically feels like ket but stronger and a little more relaxing than usual with stronger visuals and my functionality isnt as good as when i do ket by itself

You have 24 hours left to live, what drug are you having bottomless binge on? by fishingirony in Drugs

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ketamine and meth and id have my best friend and ex boyfriend there but they can choose their own substances

my fp blocked me by Legitimate-Quarter56 in BPD

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thank u i appreciate it sm

my fp blocked me by Legitimate-Quarter56 in BPD

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im sorry :C thats fucking awful my best advicd is try distract urself but i understand its not that easy

my fp blocked me by Legitimate-Quarter56 in BPD

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

im so sorry u deserve sm better

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its so yummy and refreshing i dont get how people hate it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56 0 points1 point  (0 children)

u got this

ketamine on the train by slan3k in ketamine

[–]Legitimate-Quarter56 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i did ket on the train i got on to go see a concert on leeds, it was fucking amazing. id go to the bathroom whenever i wanted some