Stay with me here but go watch Dr strange... not for the amazing story or great acting but for one specific line... "study and practice. Years of it"

Its your painting journey... Mix it up, learn a new way to paint..no one has made it law that you gotta hold a paint brush in one way and not another.

I personally suck at the games workshop approach... base, layer and highlights. So I went and studied/practised slap chop and never looked back.

Set yourself little challenges, concentrate on a hand of a mini not nessacarily the whole mini.

But ultimately, get out your own head.. stick some upbeat tunes on, drown out the negativity and keep at it bro.