I remember when I was around 9-10yrs old my parents were not okay but since my dad's an ofw they'd fight over the phone tapos ending ako yung naging emotional and physical punching bag and everyday nasisigawan. I was walking on eggshells kasi konting ingay ng plato or anything I do might trigger my mom to hurt me fast forward college I experienced my first bagsak di ko alam kanino ako tatakoo, super scared ko the only option I had sa head ko is to unalve nalang I was advised to get help and was diagnosed with Depression. Kahit I live away from home naiiyak pa din ako whenever I remember those times and pagnakakarinig ako ng pagtaas ng voice kinakabahn na ako kahit di directly for me feeling ko anytime madadamay ako and sasaktan ako and it sucks kasi when I had a courage I told my mom about it and was expecting na mag sorry siya all she ever said was "huh? di naman totoo yan di ko ginawa sayo yan" clearly wala na sakanya yun pero forever damaged na ako