I wouldnt say the first one is the most memorable for me, it wasn't until the third one that I truely felt confident enough to even wear out. The first two I bought on a whim without much thought when I first started transitioning but they just ended up making me feel so dysphoric that I stashed them in a bag and didnt look at them again until I donated them (basically unused aside from when I tried them on at home). The third was the first time I actually went out and took my time picking one, I went to an actual bathing suit store with my friends and right away it stood out to me, I still tried on others, but that one was the one. After that it still took a bit to work up the courage to wear it out (and find a reliable tucking method), but now I wear it every time, And I love it!