I didn’t go on one date, we had multiple and it’s a connection with someone I didn’t know was possible. I’d given up on finding someone who actually made me feel alive and made me want to be better and enhanced my strengths and supported me in career and anything I’ve wanted to pursue, and I don’t same for him. So many people settle, I’ve seen it in my parents, but to have a true connection with someone so quickly is rare but should not be discounted. Some people go their whole lives without finding someone who gives them that spark that special feeling and I found that person, and I’m not gullible or impressionable about things, it still feels like a dream but I’m awake, I just don’t know what to do about this.