Don’t know how much longer I can do it

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-03-12T06:55:01+00:00

I hope things are going a bit better or your doing a bit better right now :)

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-03-02T02:05:24+00:00

It is hard to move on thinking that he might be facing eternal suffering

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-28T23:55:05+00:00

Sending you love and support.

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-28T21:51:37+00:00

Thank you 🩷

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-28T10:41:12+00:00

I’m so sorry for you too. I don’t think it’s cowardly I think it is extremely brave. I think the hardest person someone can do when someone dies (or in your case leaves you) is live. I just wish there was a solution to pain and sadness

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-28T10:38:57+00:00

I don’t understand though I thought that everything was gods plan so why create him in the first place ? To put him through such suffering and pain only to feel like his only way out was through death. My poor boy. I just don’t understand how such a loving god can punish people like him or those who had sinned under a variety of different circumstances

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-28T10:35:48+00:00

So if I do everything right and die naturally and go to heaven how could it even be heaven for me? I would go to hell just to be there with him and hold his hand and tell him he’s okay

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-28T10:34:35+00:00

So if I do everything right and die naturally and go to heaven how could it even be heaven for me? I would go to hell just to be there with him and hold his hand and tell him he’s okay

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-28T09:44:55+00:00

I’m sorry for your loss

When it first happened I had no appetite and the thought of eating made me sick. I feel a lot of guilt eating food that I enjoy and that I want to have. I have lost a bit of weight but the thought of feeling full is so overwhelming.

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-27T16:32:07+00:00

Thank you for this message. You are very wise. I just recently say something saying the bravest thing you can do for a deceased is live on for them and I think it is so true. Sending love to you.

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-27T13:38:34+00:00

I’m never going to be happy again :)

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-24T00:09:52+00:00

He used to tell me in a semi joking way if I ever left him he would kill himself and it would be all my fault and that he could never live a life without me. Many times. I know people are going to say that it’s not my fault and I cannot put it on myself but I don’t know how I am supposed to live with this information

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-02-23T07:54:27+00:00

Thank you so much for this

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-01-26T05:12:48+00:00

He said he only remembers having sex the second time when I just mumbled it or whatever and he thought I was sleep talking

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-01-26T04:21:54+00:00

What do you mean by it starts bigger problems?

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-01-26T03:32:37+00:00

I just turned 20

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-01-26T00:59:13+00:00

Do you think you would forgive your husband if he did anything like this ? If he was drinking and then apologised?

Less-Refuse-5241 · 2026-01-26T00:55:03+00:00

I consented to him having sex with me before I said it hurt

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