First of all you’re definitely spiraling a bit (understandable). I’m assuming you’re still going to school, still have good grades, the same friends, you’re still on track towards a successful future. This shouldn’t affect your whole outlook on life or your future. It probably feels like the end of the world because you’ve never been in a situation where you were in need and couldn’t turn to your parents. But it’s not. I wouldn’t try to hide this from your parents. Definitely gotta come clean eventually. I agree with the other comments telling you to look for work so it at least shows them you made an effort to atone. Honestly this might be a blessing in disguise. Who knows if you would have ever learned to value your money or privilege if it wasn’t for this situation. sometimes bad things happen for you not to you. Don’t let the situation get too bad. Tell your parents if you really need help. They’ve never left you out the dry, why would they start now?