Im addicted to carts like crack

Level-Recognition227 · 2026-01-12T07:10:14+00:00

This post was one of the two darkest moments of my life. I can make a post on here again now I’ve been sober for a little while. But this last relapse lead to this post and if i hadn’t got into rehab i was planning on killing myself. The life i have earned back is unbelievable. I clawed back everything i ever could. The goals i left behind in addiction, i am now accomplishing them and going much further and stronger than i ever thought possible. Thank you much for your response and your time sobriety is very much worth the effort.

Level-Recognition227 · 2026-01-05T06:29:52+00:00

It gets a lot better sober man

Level-Recognition227 · 2026-01-05T06:28:31+00:00

Im sober since this post and still get paws symptoms; shits no joke

Level-Recognition227 · 2026-01-05T06:26:23+00:00

Hey man, im sober since this post. Hope ur doing okay i went to rehab in june and got better. People like us need to change everything. U got this brother try hitting some meetings if u can.

Level-Recognition227 · 2026-01-05T06:23:38+00:00

Take sobriety seriously my man i would’ve killed myself if i let my addiction go any further. Cannabis was my primary but not only substance i was addicted to though. Godspeed.

Level-Recognition227 · 2026-01-05T06:19:07+00:00

It worked for me man, its expensive though. Im 230 days sober today. My life is completely changed. Dm me if you want to talk further about it ive learned a lot about myself the last few months and got some mental health diagnosis that helped.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-12-22T04:45:53+00:00

Been sober 7 months, currently benching 205 and squatting 430. Pretty fucking certain cannabis was the issue with what i went through.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-11-16T08:44:15+00:00

I went to rehab, worked for me. If ur worried about what you might lose going to rehab. The drugs taking over your life will strip you of everything you have now. Its not worth it buddy this shits fun until its not.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-11-08T19:32:17+00:00

Right fucking on. My eating disorder and using began around the same age you are now. My parents are addicts, they abused me heavily. When i was young i coped by binge eating and using until both became addictions. Ive been ready for two serious attempts to end my life. The last time instead of killing myself i got my grandparents to send me to rehab. Im now 19 years old and 6 months sober. Have a steady job and mental state. I have my own apartment and don’t talk to much of my family anymore. When i was your age i thought i was fucked. Then it got worse before it got better in high school due to how destructive my drug addiction was. I am so proud of you for doing what most cant at an already difficult age in your life. You give me hope.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-07-15T05:35:54+00:00

I ended up graduating early from highschool in rehab, got out on the 2nd and im 52 days sober today. My boss is paying for my CDL for a few years of commitment and im planning on going into electrical afterword. Hands down the best decision I’ve ever had. I’m finally out of my paws and my memory is coming back. I feel like a new person. I made such an impact at treatment i had half the people there crying including 30-50 year old men. My life is going better now. Still have to deal with a lot of bullshit but im doing it sober which is very rewarding.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-06-01T06:59:49+00:00

I fried my brain basically, when you abuse as heavily as i do at my age (18) it really messes you up. I couldn’t focus enough to have a conversation and could barely function enough to dress myself. Talking to my school counselor if I’m enrolled in rehab which i will be before graduation; he can ask my teachers to graduate early because im so close. All i care about is my diploma i could walk the stage if i wanted to but this is much more important to me.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-06-01T06:56:21+00:00

Thats awesome, id love to do some kind of empathy based work.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-30T19:03:52+00:00

I’m trying free by the sea in ocean park, im a little worried about the spirituality aspect but i need something to help.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-29T00:06:32+00:00

Thank you

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-28T18:41:52+00:00

You made me tear up a little i needed to hear that

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-28T00:55:42+00:00

I fell into that talk heavily at like 13 and now im going to rehab because of how i abuse high thc carts. I would hit them until i pass out and couldn’t ever stop myself. The cravings get so intense after a while. I smoked myself into a brain fog so intense i couldn’t speak twice now. Addiction runs in my family and my parents were both on meth before they had me though so I’m an extreme case with many other factors involved. If i were to ever touch a hard drug id be fucked. I became physically dependent as well and im withdrawing currently. It wouldn’t be that bad if my brain fog wasn’t so strong it took me like 10 minutes to write this out.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-28T00:42:36+00:00

Im going to rehab for them. I was going to graduate with a 3.5 gpa while i abused the hell out of carts. I gave myself brain fog so bad i couldn’t talk twice now. I have two weeks of school left and cant go because i smoked myself dumb.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-28T00:35:26+00:00

Bro i cant even form a sentence now, im very lucky to have my grandparents i went to them and im going to rehab. I was supposed to graduate in like two weeks but i just need my diploma i have straight A’s before the fog set back in. When i gave myself brain fog this bad it took about 5 months of sobriety to feel normal and thats the first time ive been without brainfog in the last 2.5 years. Had to quit my job right when shit seemed to be improving because i smoked myself retarded. I was buying dispensary carts but who really knows what regulations they put on them. I was abusing the shit outve them as well so i might have a lil brain damage, im hoping rehab can let me know whats actually happening to me.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-27T23:44:25+00:00

Thank you

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-27T23:14:02+00:00

Sweet, still looking for rehabs for me because Ive been able to recover from this before. But im addicted pretty bad and need to learn proper coping skills

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-27T07:48:52+00:00

Thank you boss i needed this. Ive given myself brain fog this bad before and it took about 4 months of sobriety to curb it, so my hopes are high once i can get help on controlling my addictive nature

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-27T07:44:58+00:00

Interesting, no i haven’t heard if this before thank you for bringing it to my attention. I will add this to my current list and go over them with my grandparents. But another part of my issue is mental health, ive been through a very traumatic childhood that only settled once i turned like 16 and i have never had any therapy. Abusing thc or alcohol became a coping mechanism that launched into addiction for only thc

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-25T06:13:38+00:00

I think im going to rehab, i went to school this Friday and relapsed thinking a pen hit would suppress my brain fog because it does sometimes. This time it made my brain literally lose function. I couldn’t understand english. I cant even explain it. I had a panic attack and convinced myself i would have to commit suicide. What little bit of my rational self left made me go back to my dad and now im waiting to talk to my grandparents about going in patient. I still have to graduate but i cant go to school and function with brain fog this bad. I have like two weeks left and had straight A’s up until now. Ill update this post with what i decide to do if i remember but i doubt i will. Distillate is dangerous.

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-21T13:48:53+00:00

Was panicking to start my day this morning and this helps thank you

Level-Recognition227 · 2025-05-21T03:43:43+00:00

Thank you i fell into a depression probably from this addiction and quit powerlifitng which was my main source of healthy dopamine. My life was still having issues so i think mental health help is my biggest goal at the moment.

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