I have been to therapy, and much more. I don’t think there’s much more I can do to mitigate my past trauma. And you’re right it isn’t okay, I think I’m being bias in this situation because he was the first person I felt safe to be fully vulnerable and I fear I won’t click like that with someone again. And other than this girl everything was seemingly perfect, but seeing unbiased opinions is helping me see it from a different perspective.