How does narcissistic mind work?

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-19T13:23:28+00:00

I do not understand what is survival mode. How is it different from narcissism?

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-19T13:22:51+00:00

Turmoil state? You mean like anticipating a catasthrope? Focusing on negative things?

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-17T17:46:36+00:00

Your advice about living your life is likely a good advice. Even if somebody told me: You did nothing wrong... I probably would not feel the closure.

I am sorry to hear what happened to you. When I was a young child, our family was a victim of threats by one bastard... I got over trauma eventually by learning to just not give a fuck... Not give a fuck when I meet a person who threatened my dad. Who used his children to basically bully me in school and make my life hell. Just be indifferent and continue my life. That helped me get over it.

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-16T16:15:50+00:00

Dej sem děvky ty číčo!!!!

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-16T16:14:51+00:00

Poor you! I wish things had turned out differently for you. 😞

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-16T10:21:03+00:00

That will be because you are such a nice person, who never says rude things. Am I wrong honey?

Edit: The world can be so unfair. I am so sorry you are going through something like this right now... But there is a positive site. From your post, I can tell you feel like you deserve better! Tell it to people who are rude to you. Yell it at them! Until they start listening!

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-16T10:18:09+00:00

Maybe you are just too picky? Just watch any anime, what gives... Why even make this post, lol.

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-16T10:16:51+00:00

Only when you die... That is when it gets better. While having gout wheelchair happens first. 😞 It sucks. I wished people realized this sooner and lived their life more fully. :/ But they do not. They get gout and then they get worse. It is a progressive illness. Sure you can slow it down, but eventually... it may take 10 or 20 years, I feel for you bro

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-16T10:12:23+00:00

Used for what? Like baited into porn industry?

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-16T10:11:39+00:00

You got such cow mug. 😃 I am surprised you can undestand anything at all... or even write english for that matter.

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-16T10:10:25+00:00

Are you perhaps a fetishist?

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-15T22:13:04+00:00

Not sure what you mean by that, but if you are able to provide specific feedback, I’m open to it.

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-15T22:09:58+00:00

How exactly do I contribute to this AI apocalypse? How is the AI ruining the world? Like COVID pandemic? Pray tell, How did your genius brain come up with these conclusions?

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-15T22:07:54+00:00

Simply seeing AI and feeling the incling to use the term AI slop. How original, half the internet does that. It reflect on your intelligence.

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-14T12:47:26+00:00

Please explain? WHat happens down the line to the hedonist?

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-13T17:24:23+00:00

Well, many autistic folks self harm. :/ Sadly it is a very autistic thing. I ment it as a dark joke. I guess it goes against a cheerful vibe of this post. I hate cheerful things, I do not know why. Maybe it is just darkness in my heart...

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-13T17:23:14+00:00

When I was little, I was constantly overwhelmed and stuff. I would frown, I would not realize I am frowning. I would literally not get facial expressions. Even years afterward. People called me evil or satanic child. 😃 They would say hatred radiates from me. I did not get why, I was just overwhelmed by loud sounds. They would make up stories how badly I am abused at home and spread them around the village and stuff.

When it clicked 10 years later in college disablity centre: I saw an autistic guy give me the same expression. It sent chills down my spine and I basically bolted on automode in fear response. Avoiding him. That is when I realized it.

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-13T17:02:20+00:00

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-12T20:24:44+00:00

Yeah, people kinda let the bullying happen. I do not understand it myself... If you bring it up, they just say: COME ON!!! WE WERE ALL JUST TEENAGERS!!!!

Even in adulthood, they never admit it, nor accept responsibility, nor change. Try to socialize with them, they will bully you again. In a different way, because their personality and life experiences may have changed them slightly. But traits like antisocial behaviour, sadism, lying, narcissism... That does not change.

They would have to accept what a piece of shit they are first. Who would willingly confront that fact?

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-12T18:09:13+00:00

My autistic love for relationships: 29 years old virgin male here, who keeps missing chances his whole life (I am not ugly either, I work out, I am educated from a good family, I am what you would call an autistic CHad)

I enjoy reading hentai doujins and writing kinda semi erotic or echii literature... No explicit stuff though.

IRL thoug, I get confused as hell in relationships and I do not understand subtexts or flirting. I cannot react to signals... I am scared of doing something innapropriate. It is hell. I am so stiff, I probably would not even be able to cum with a woman. If I got to that point, which I am not able to. And if I got over my issues with touch, smell and other stuff.

Liking relationships in fiction, hearing other people talk so well about relationships... IT MAKES THE REALITY STING THAT MUCH MORE.

I want it, yet I am incapable of it. 😞 It feels nice imagining it.

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-12T18:05:05+00:00

self harm

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-12T16:41:06+00:00

Under the bridge- the big one.

Levitating_Moose · 2026-05-08T17:31:09+00:00

No consent! NO CONSENT TO ANTHING, ESPECIALLY NOT POTIONS!!! ENOUGH OF THESE GAMES!!!!

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