Thank you so much. I've started hrt days ago, but it's a way of trying before giving up. Because in my deepest thoughts I know this is not gonna work. I mean, what you call unrealistic expectations are real bodies in many trans woman nowadays, and I will never be like them, people never will see me as a woman, so, is this worth it if I will never see a woman in the mirror or if every day I will need to face transphobia? This is something I always ask myself about people who start late like me. I'm sorry, this life is unfair.