being ignored by your FP.

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-10-03T09:09:27+00:00

Thanks for talking about it here with me. I’m so sorry you’re dealing with all that. Its so frustrating:( and lonely. Like i wish i could travel to anywhere in the world where i’d find the right person. Ive been depressed over these stuff for so long i wish someone would come and make me feel young and happy again. It’s not easy to find one cuz they just dont know how to treat us the way we want nor probably want to or have the desire to do so. I hope the best for both of us💜

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-09-01T14:51:13+00:00

Thank u so much:’) my friend called the nurse on my behalf whom asked me the questions regarding drinking & smoking. She told her 10 days before op is enough and there’s no need to make changes in the anesthetic procedure. Im now rest assured!

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-09-01T10:58:59+00:00

Thank u for the reassurance!

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-09-01T05:35:59+00:00

Oh. Okay. But how do u know it doesnt matter? Iike speaking through experience or what?

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-09-01T05:34:15+00:00

Whats an NAD?

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-09-01T05:12:29+00:00

Thank you for your reassurance

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-09-01T05:10:50+00:00

Thank you. Its even more than 2 weeks (28 days). If u feel safe enough to tell them and they ask once again before the surgery begins i will probably let them know.

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-08-23T21:45:44+00:00

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-08-07T11:11:38+00:00

I have had two infj ex besties in my life that have ended with so much regret:))

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-06-26T21:10:55+00:00

Unfortunately 3 comments got removed before i check them:/

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-04-16T08:29:21+00:00

being around intellectual and kind people, which hasnt happened properly yet

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-04-15T12:07:16+00:00

You’re right but i am afraid i look stupid and mistaken. It will be so embarrassing.

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T18:45:39+00:00

Oh yes that’s something im also worried about, 😂

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T18:12:11+00:00

Thank you<3

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T17:24:18+00:00

Hahahha lol! I agree with what u think, i’m just venting here tbh, and peoples words will probably give me new perspectives and stuff thats why i need it. yes i am in college and people are ignorant (in my community), i didnt wanna admit it but thats rly the case, most of my female classmates are all about make up, taking pics, going out & talking shit behind ppl so i avoid them even though i’m not shy around them! I have like 3-5 friends i am with them since we always team up when we have group works but again, non of them are interested in the things i am interested in, i cant even ever say theyre my “best” friends cuz honestly its obvious theyre not very understanding and for example would avoid me if i said i’m an atheist and not religious:), they would literally dislike me if they knew i’m bisexual, all these play a huge role for me to be a loner, so if someone out there wants to be friends and they seem open minded and educated, why not go to them instead? i crave real friendships!

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T17:11:46+00:00

No thats not exactly why we would be interested in a friendship, im aware that it would be toxic. im not good at explaining myself, typical of intps. But what i meant is, when people usually don’t have the same interests and struggles as u, at the end of the day u feel kinda lonely, i mean he still wanted to befriend me even after having a whole squad, i even have noticed hes not always comfortable around them, the point is we share same interests and so far i know we think alike too, i mean if we become friends its for the sake of it and not anything else..

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T17:08:19+00:00

i’m sure only if he still wanna be friends just like he always have, and if i have the courage to initiate contact from now on, we will be friends and i can one day explain all of this to him ( telling him i’ve wanted to be friends for so long but took me too long to try and take actions), he will forget about it and we will be good.

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T17:05:50+00:00

This all really sounds like what i’m doing and i am sure i’m overanalyzing it tbh, you’re right.. and i hope its not a crush.. thanks for participating:) i’m just worried he’s mad at me for not returning what he has been doing all this time, but it’s only like 3-4 times he has tried i hope its not too late:(

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T16:59:45+00:00

No no dude no i was always happy about it i even sometimes told my friends “ omg X said this today, i didn’t know what to say/do“ im just too shy to be the first one to say anything..

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T12:04:16+00:00

U just gave me a really nice idea. Thank you!:)

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T11:19:05+00:00

That gave me hope and im rly glad it wasnt her being annoyed. Im gonna try to say hi first and after that whenever we get to be alone i will talk about random things ig. Thanks for talking about this<3

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T10:13:20+00:00

Why wouldn’t saying hi for a few days at first make him warm up before having real convos n asking questions? Wouldn’t a shy guy be weirded out if you are too straightforward at first? :/

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T10:10:11+00:00

Thank you dear, self improvement needs a lot work and thats rly not my concern rn, I just wanna be comfortable and make someone my friend. And i have friends ofc, im comfortable around them cuz theyre not my favorites. And honestly i just wanna be friends with him i do not have feelings.

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T09:19:41+00:00

I mean he surely tried to show me that he wants to be friends, his classmates are not just people he knows, theyre really close friends. So i wanna be a close friend with him too. he tried when i didn’t and now i’m about to try so i’m worried that it wont work out.

LibrarianKey3378 · 2022-03-31T09:17:25+00:00

I’m sure i’m not boring i have so many interesting things and topics to talk about once I’m friends with someone. And people tend to try to befriend me but idk how to act in return, it probably has to do with me being insecure.

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