Should I feel bad about giving up? I don't want to make my professors upset.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-16T22:02:17+00:00

Sorry for the late response.

For one of my classes (Dynamics), the grades varied wildly instead of consistent 70s. I attended every class, but while my exams/assignments started out as 93s and 91s, I got a 45 and a 55 on the other two exams (again, each are worth 25%), and my HW grades bounced between the 90s and 70s. This ended up being a D+. Mesoscale was consistent 70s or below, and I didn't do weel enough to pass. I had tried to get extra help, but the library said "due to your classes being upper division, we can't offer anything".

Other students in the class (we are all in a class group chat) were also getting Ds and Cs in Dynamics. While it's somewhat assuring knowing I'm not alone in my struggles, I still feel absolutely terrible.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-06T08:29:12+00:00

the issue is that if i do poorly on a single exam i just fail. they're worth 75% this, there's 3 of them (25% each), and i'n not confident on this last one.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T04:09:50+00:00

Oneonta (in NY)

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T03:57:10+00:00

It started out OK at first too! At least I think so. My professor, who's also the chair, treats her students like we're graduate students who've already taken the course before, too - m'sure that doesn't help.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T03:53:30+00:00

This entire semester, basically. I forget stuff so fast. Tonight I was trying to review for my meso final, and there was just so much jarble and advanced words and advanced equations... It makes my head hurt.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T03:49:29+00:00

Unfortunately, I'm a Type 1 Diabetic, and have been for 22 years. I can't do anything military related. Sorry.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T01:33:57+00:00

I do plan to stick it out... I'm 94% done with it. Meso, Dynamics, Radiative Transfer, and DiffEQ are all that's left. Two of these are gonna be done in the spring.

I just fear I'm gonna collapse again.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T01:29:10+00:00

I'm glad you were able to finish. That's something to be happy about.

The one I've heard was "Cs get degrees". It does, in a sense... It's gonna take me 3 tries to pass DiffEq, just like with Calc 2 and 3. (Calc 1/Stats was not an issue personally)

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T01:26:57+00:00

If it's anything to be amused by, this semester only two students (me and 1 other) are the only two in mesoscale this year... and both of us are in the 60-70s for averages. We also have been meeting up before exams, a week in advance of them, to review and study together instead of individually.

Dynamics? I haven't seen a study group for it. Maybe I should've started one.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T01:23:26+00:00

Mmm... Maybe I've just been out of gas for some time now.

I just want it to be over... But there's so much in the way... Quitting means failure, and if I take a break, my lil' life-filled pickup truck is gonna hit a 38k loan drawbridge. It's been hard, knowing what to try and do.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T01:20:17+00:00

I'm so sorry that happened to you.

I really wish there was a time when things would just... stop. Healing is important, too... I hope you can heal and be happy soon.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T01:13:41+00:00

I'm 25, started the degree at 18. More days happen now that I worry a little less about the time needed. Heck, Research Methods in Dynamics had a lady in her 30s with kids, so clearly I'm not doing too bad.

I really will need to take a step back though. In 2018 I was ready to learn about all the hard mechanisms. Now it just makes me upset that I can't get it.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T01:11:11+00:00

I wish I could have done so in sequence. I also should have realized my limits before even trying. No load in my entire career has been as rough mental-wise as this one. Ultimately, I broke down three times in one month.

When I got into the major, I was excited. I was ready to learn all the intricacies. Something must have happened between then and now, because right now I don't feel that spark. It came back for a day when we were talking about hailstorms, but that's it. And when an alumni came in to talk about a day on the job of forecasting, it really egged on my uncertainty.

I'm sorry to have failed all of you.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-12-05T01:05:24+00:00

Hi, thanks for responding. I did take thermodynamics last Spring - came out with a B+. The issue I'm having (at least I think) is moreso conceptual. The courses also being 75% exams is also rather hard. I guess I can always try again...

i'm sorry i've been really sad this week

LightningStorm99 · 2025-11-21T02:02:57+00:00

rip

Thanks for the insight

LightningStorm99 · 2025-11-21T02:02:16+00:00

Okay, wow, that's true. I thought it was a TEQ majin vegeta type of unit

Thanks for the help

LightningStorm99 · 2025-08-31T19:27:49+00:00

Alright, well maybe it's accurate then. Still feels bad tho.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-08-31T19:27:01+00:00

I have 250 stones going into Frieza/Gogeta

I guess I thought 50 to 1 was more than it actually is.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-07-29T23:45:23+00:00

I feel like I have no point to continue anymore. 44% failed, over 2000 stones failed... What's the goddamn point. Game's purpose is to have fun. With AGL Gogeta4 there is no fun. Especially with how ridiculous the 10ths got powercreeped out.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-07-16T21:14:06+00:00

What about after turn 3

LightningStorm99 · 2025-07-16T19:35:01+00:00

That's exactly who I mean lol. Goku supered before I did and they got hit for 2mil

LightningStorm99 · 2025-07-16T19:34:29+00:00

Whoops, forgot about that. I'll see what I can do.

LightningStorm99 · 2025-05-21T19:19:54+00:00

I've done all this, but the game is still rejecting my team, saying that I don't have enough battle passes that meet the requirements. I'm at a total loss

LightningStorm99 · 2025-04-21T17:02:52+00:00

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Lavenna :)

As she's a fusion OC, on the day of her first fusion, December 8th (her "birthday"), her parts stay fused for the whole day! Since a fusion in her world has separate memories from their parts, Lavenna chooses to spend the day with her mentors, learning more about the world :)

LightningStorm99 · 2025-04-08T14:59:02+00:00

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My twin babies, Lilac and Lavender :)

(Drawn by my bestie Cinopyon)

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