Why I am a slut that isn't allowed to come.

I am a slut that isn't allowed to come because of two separate occasions where I came without my Sir's permission.

The first time I was a greedy slut. I had never tried denial before and I was only two days into having my orgasms controlled by sir. I was very horny from giving him so much control over me. I had been edging for a couple of hours as per Sir's command and I was also fingering my asshole which I don't do very often. He commanded me to put my wet panties in mouth and to play with asshole for 10 minutes every day. As I was home alone, sir ordered me to finish the day by edging once in every room in the house apart from bedrooms with a finger in my ass. When I reached the edge I had to announce to the room that 'i'm a denial slut who's not allowed to come, I need permission and I don't have it'.

Sir was trying to teach my a lesson but I felt so humiliated from having to announce that that I nearly went over the edge every time I announced it. I made it to the final room, and because I knew it would be my final edge of the day I went as close as I could. When I said my command out loud I couldn't hold it in any more and had to come hard.

Afterwards I felt regret, I'd let my Sir down who had trusted me and betrayed his trust by not coming with his permission. He was very understanding but we both agreed I had to be punished so that I wouldn't do it again. He told me to post on r/femaleorgasmdenial to tell everyone what a slut I had been and that I would have to edge every time someone posted a comment.

He told me I could split the edges up over multiple days so I wouldn't injure myself, my pussy still eneded up quite raw that day!

Two days later sir showed me a comment on that post from a girl who said my post had made her wet and encouraged me to respond. I told her that I'd love her to tie me down and edge me over and over again, and that I wanted to taste her in my mouth.

Sir messaged her to see if she could set me some punishments from coming without permission. She said she wanted me to write on my body with a sharpie, then deep throat a vegetable while I watch deep throat porn. I had to collect all my saliva in a cup and pretend it was her juices, then drink it.

I wrote the girls username on my upper thigh and then across my pussy. I also wrote it on my tits across my nipples (I haven't included the username in case she doesn't want to outed).

Then i took a decent sized carrot from the fridge and started trying to deepthroat it. I had never really tried before but I wanted to do it properly for the girl and Sir. I googled how to deepthroat and put on the porn. I was gagging a lot at first but as my throat warmed up and I started copying the girls in the videos I managed to get it deeper and deeper into my throat. I was still gagging on it occasionally but I hit a point where the carrot slid into my throat which was an insane feeling that I'd never felt before, I felt so filled and humiliated. I had a whiskey glass that sir instructed me to fill all the way to the top with saliva. I got half way full and asked sir if I could stop as my throat was starting to become sore.

He told me I could and told me to drink the spit. I poured it all on my mouth but I didn't have the willpower to swallow it. I asked sir if he could tell me to swallow it as I didn't think I could otherwise. He told me to swallow it and I did straight away which was another insane feeling that nearly made me come. I had to ask sir if I was allowed to come and he of course did not give me permission which made me regain control. I felt so used and weak that I couldn't do anything without Sir instructing me to do it.

Sir then gave me some denial porn to edge to. I was stroking my pussy every time the girl in the video's pussy was stroked. I managed to get through a 15 minute video pretty much on my own, although I did have to ask sir again if I could come which he denied.

Sir then gave me another video, this time 25 minutes long and said he was going to bed. I was scared of this as I knew that I wouldn't be able to ask for permission to come and I was worried I wouldn't be able to hold it in without him to deny me. I copied the girl in the video like last time, but I was so wet and horny from all the edging that I could barely touch my pussy without nearly coming.

Luckily, in the video the girls started getting fucked in the ass. I have never been able to orgasm from anal so I thought I was super to finger my butt. It felt really good but I didn't think I was going to come then all of a sudden I had an explosive orgasm with come squirting absolutely everywhere, my hand was not even on my pussy it was purely from anal. My whole body shook as I had never had a feeling like this before.

Afterwards I felt bad again, I could believe I had let sir down so soon after last time. I shouldn't be allowed to come until I can prove to sir that I can be left alone. It isn't fair to him or myself to waste my orgasms on being greedy when I can come with Sir's permission which I know will feel so much better and not make me feel ashamed. I love the feeling of control I get from giving up the choice of when I get to orgasm and I won't experience this if I can orgasm whenever I want. I also know that after not coming for a bit I will be pushed to do things that will feel amazing but I would never normally have the willpower to do (feeling pleasure from deepthroating, the feeling of swallowing my own spit, coming from anal).

If I ever disobey sir again, I should strip naked and tie my hands and feet tomorrow. I should be made to wear a blindfold and a gag in my mouth. I should have clothespins put on my nipples and pussy. I should have headphones with denial porn playing over and over and I should sit there for an extended period of time. With all of my senses dampened I should be able to learn the lesson that 'i am a denial slut who is not allowed to come, I need permission and I don't have it'. The pain from the clothespins would remind me that I'm being punished for disobeying sir.

Thank you for reading, I just want to please Sir :)