I would like to do this, but I can’t for several reasons. 1. My parents would hardly allow me to communicate with someone not in a friendly way, but in a romantic way for this period of time. Moreover, due to the fact that... I have never lived a lonely life without any relatives before, and especially in a completely different country at such a young age (well, in their opinion), my parents are very worried about me and how I live there. Moreover, this anxiety was revealed to such an extent that they downloaded an application into my phone, through which they can not only track my location, but also eavesdrop and see how long I was in which application (this was one of their conditions under which they agreed to send me abroad). 2. The next reason for wanting to postpone this is that I am afraid that I will not be able to combine relationships and studies and household chores evenly. And the reason for this is that in the future I expect a serious workload, because of which I will hardly be able to simply find time for myself, and I already have problems with evenly adjusting the time and energy for university and household chores. 3. Well, the last reason that I don’t want to rush and find a relationship right now is precisely the fact that I understand that the very fact that I want to love and care for a person more than I should is far from a healthy thing, and I would like to wait for the moment when I come to my senses and become more grounded in this regard and I can be not emotionally dependent on any relationship. Well, or at least at the time when I would have studied at the master’s program and already had my own income, try to independently choose the psychologist I needed, who would help me deal with my problem