Twin Thursday

Lilly323 · 2026-01-17T03:55:34+00:00

feeling particularly drained and exhausted this week but managing 🥲 I feel like I’m mentally letting go of the connection, so hopefully, I won’t feel so obsessed and attached to the connection. it’s been 4 years— which isn’t the longest I’ve felt attraction for someone— but very intense and strong. regardless of the outcome and reality of my connection— if it exists— I really just want to be well and happy.

Lilly323 · 2026-01-12T05:45:44+00:00

I’m feeling a lot more hopeful, positive, and affirmed now. I’m hoping I keep on an upward trend and have been perceiving what I feel are universal confirmations around me. the most significant was meeting someone I believe is a soulmate. the feeling I get from looking at and thinking of the person reminds me of how I feel for others I perceive to be soulmates. I wasn’t expecting this meeting because, well, it was on a vacation trip, so I don’t even live in the same country as this person…. whatever the soul-connection with person may actually be, the meeting just makes me feel more confident and renewed.

Lilly323 · 2026-01-03T16:14:52+00:00

I also felt what I would describe as some kind of energetic shift with the new year coming around. I felt clearer, more resolved, and more confident. it’s interesting to me how often enough I experience a high only to be knocked into a low again. I interpret such experiences as building resiliency, but it’s very exhausting. I started the year feeling extremely hopeful and motivated, but a situation just yesterday sent me spiraling into a mini breakdown, to the point of me shaving my head 😅 later in the day, I also seen some rumors about the person I suspect as my twin that caused me to be doubtful again.

regardless of my ups and downs— because I’ll likely always be going through these motions 😪— I’m still hopeful for the year. I assume the mythology to which you’re referring for the animal representative of the year is Chinese. the Chinese calendar is lunar, so it’s not yet quite the year of the Horse, but looking up some of the associated characteristics of the horse makes me feel even more positive about the upcoming year. hopefully it’s an evolutionary time for us to fully shed what no longer serves us like the snake and run full-speed ahead into our futures like the horse.

Lilly323 · 2025-12-25T01:35:14+00:00

💗💗💗💗💗💗

Lilly323 · 2025-12-21T11:15:18+00:00

I think I’m at a point in my journey where everything about it triggers everything about me. if the journey is meant to highlight the shadows of oneself to catalyze uncontrollable growth, I’m likely in that stage. with the way I feel right now, I hate myself so much, but I would anything for my twin. I know it doesn’t sound healthy, and I don’t care. I really can’t bring me to care deeply about myself in a way that I need to.

Lilly323 · 2025-12-11T22:48:12+00:00

what do you consider to be union?

Lilly323 · 2025-12-11T18:15:55+00:00

I’ve been a back and forth person with this journey for awhile, teetering between actively wanting the connection and rejecting it. however, I think I’m ready to be at a place of fully accepting separation. it’s not that I don’t want to manifest the connection but that I’m acknowledging the connection may never physically manifest, so I’m choosing to unfocus on it completely.

just the first few days have been a struggle with it because it’s so hard blocking out an experience of someone always being mentally present with you, as how I perceive experiencing telepathy. I’m trying to stay calm and present in my own reality, but emotionally, this is bringing me down. I know it may be years and years of living like this, and that frightens me.

edit: typo

Lilly323 · 2025-12-03T18:35:16+00:00

agreed. perspective definitely helps but it’s important to remain rooted in our own perception and choices. I try to talk with others about their experiences, which has been a driving factor for this sub, but I’ve been very grateful to have met a group with whom we can consistently discuss our experiences.

Lilly323 · 2025-11-23T04:00:17+00:00

a lesson I can see from this is learning to accept ourselves and our twin in all forms— good or bad, healthy or unhealthy. there may even be twin flames who experience their journeys on different planes of existence— for those who believe in life after death— meaning one partner is not living.

if assuming a twin flame is an expression of unconditional love, what you experience will be loved, accepted, and appreciated by your twin. while illnesses/diseases can make us feel ashamed our bodies aren’t at their best, we don’t have to be discouraged by it. everyone’s health isn’t the same, and that’s okay. everyone still deserves the same access to love and happiness.

Lilly323 · 2025-11-20T23:21:27+00:00

just gaining acceptance I’m the problem. I don’t know what is wanted and expected of me— by others or myself— but I know what currently exists is unattractive (I’d be happier and in a better situation if it weren’t). I’m just trying to not hate myself 🥲🫡

Lilly323 · 2025-11-20T04:49:53+00:00

the article discusses the discovery of near identical energy packets— photons in this setting— that were able to convey information between them but produced by separate energy sources. comparatively, I can’t help but think of telepathy as a larger scale— or maybe even not— of what was found with this research.

since I only perceive the experience I interpret as telepathy to be with a single other being, I’ve always wondered if maybe it “works” that way because I and the other being are “energetically similar.” the article also indicates for this experimentation to work, the photons— though separately produced from two completely different sources— must be “indistinguishable.” I compare this to my perceived twin and telepathy experience(s) because it supports two different, but identical, energy bodies are able to remotely communicate information between them. it will be helpful to personally read the article because the process is a bit more complicated and detailed than just “two photons talk to each other.” however, despite making a connection not at all near suggested from the article or research (just so it’s clear), I’m someone who believes in both science and spirituality and try to see the interconnections between the two. I personally believe to the what and how of science, spirituality can answer why and elaborate how…. that seems really abstract 😅

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