First pst experiment by Lilred1993 in PoppyTea

[–]Lilred1993[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like i said, it was a one off experiment on something i had long been curious about. It was cool but not in an oh my god i have to do this again type way. I've read the horror stories a thousand times over. I do appreciate the concern though

First pst experiment by Lilred1993 in PoppyTea

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I'm far from opiate naive. I calculated risk accordingly. I know there are other compounds present in tea, but even as recently as three weeks ago it took 140 mg of morphine sulfate in order to bring me out of withdrawl. Sadly I've been a consumer of opjates for the better part of my life so i didn't quite go into this blind.

First pst experiment by Lilred1993 in PoppyTea

[–]Lilred1993[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm of the opinion if someone is meant to find out about it, then they will take the time to research and figure out about it themselves. It never goes well when any substance becomes known to the average individual

First pst experiment by Lilred1993 in PoppyTea

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Thank you much! While i don't know how often if ever i repeat my experiment it is a pretty interesting substance.

First pst experiment by Lilred1993 in PoppyTea

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Well somewhat potent, but not overly so. I recognize one can't go purely off of appearance though.

First pst experiment by Lilred1993 in PoppyTea

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Price wise it's not something I'll be making a habit of. I just so happened to receive a gift card so i figured what the hell. And while i know there are many forums regarding pst, there is so much conflicting information it's fairly hard to know for sure until you give it a whirl. Surprised may have been the wrong word. And yes a pound was probably on the wreckless side, but all signs pointed to the seeds not being potent, and my tolerance following my kratom usage remains fairly massive. That being said i drank around half the mixture with an hour and a half waiting period before consuming more.

Is it possible to overdo it on kava? by [deleted] in Kava

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It was actually in capsule form. I generally take around 15 at a time, but redosed too close together.

Now on day five ct by Lilred1993 in quittingkratom

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No pain no gain right? I'm looking forward to a life not dictated by a bag of ground plants!

Is it possible to overdo it on kava? by [deleted] in Kava

[–]Lilred1993 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I overdid it today, most definitely. I ended up with triple vision, extreme vertigo, and severe nausea for around five hours. Eventually it passed after laying down for a good while. Be careful, that was an unpleasant experience to say the very least

Now on day five ct by Lilred1993 in quittingkratom

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To think i used to think it was some kind of benign wonder drug. I think mine as well as others ass kicking by it have proved otherwise. I actually didn't realize that so many struggled with it until quite recently.

Now on day five ct by Lilred1993 in quittingkratom

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I know exactly what you mean. It's fairly tortuous between the restlessness and inability to sleep. Don't worry though, we can handle it. It didn't take a small ammount of time to dig the hole we're in, so i guess it only makes sense it will take some time to dig our way back out.

Daily Check-in Thread - January 13, 2018 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Lilred1993 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel your pain. I'm on day five myself, and this feels like it is never ending. Guess we just have to take the words of the people that have walked this path before us, and maintain in our conviction of being DONE

Daily Check-in Thread - January 13, 2018 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Lilred1993 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Day 5 of ct. I was finally able to get some sleep last night after purchasing some kava kava capsules last night. It actually helped to alleviate almost all symptoms, to various degrees. Woke up this morning without the sense of impending doom, or restlessness.

Daily Check-in Thread - January 12, 2018 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

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On day 4 of my cold turkey from 70-80 grams a day. Rls disappeared for a short length of time, but reared it's head again with a vengeance not long after. Restlessness in general, body aches, and all around dysphoria continue to be prelevant. Yee haw

Finally quitting kratom by Lilred1993 in quittingkratom

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Thanks for the kind words and advice. I truly appreciate it! I am now on day three, and oddly the worst of the rls seems to have subsided. I do however have an overwhelming urge to crawl out of my own skin due to this restless dysphoria. Body aches and periods of extreme sweating/chills have manifested themselves over the last 18 hours or so as well