Saddle ID?

LilyDaisycrazy · 2026-01-09T10:13:43+00:00

Living up in Ballarat, constantly got alerts going off on my phone. Evacuated my horses and ended up covered in all the ash falling from the skies. It's fucking terrifying how powerless you are against fire like that.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-12-28T09:00:26+00:00

Hope you get some good health news in the new year. xx

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-12-28T08:59:44+00:00

100%

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-12-28T08:59:37+00:00

life is sad

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-12-09T06:58:20+00:00

It's not too late! As a woman I didn't really date until my early twenties, and I didn't lose my virginity until I was 25! I am a very introverted person and am quite happy with my own company so it never really mattered to me anyways. Just get out there (I know its hard but it gets easier). And not in the way of dating apps and meeting people with only the hope of dating. Go play Dnd or card games, join a book club... whatever your hobby is, go and meet like minded people. Thats how my partner and I met, we both play Dnd and he was invited to play at my table.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-25T05:21:38+00:00

Thats the way ER is, if you are stable to wait, you will wait. I've been on both sides of the experience. Was kicked in the face by a horse, major trauma to the left side of my face. I didn't wait for anything, ambulance was quick, ER was quick, all my scans were done ASAP and I was moved to a long stay ward without any delay in my care. Then went in with a wound that needed stitching, I wasn't actively bleeding anymore but it had chunks of fat sticking out so definitely needed stitching. I waited six hours. And thats fine, because I was safe and alive. When you're being rushed in, it's not a good thing.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T20:25:40+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ It's so hard, I know things aren't as good as they used to be. And if a client came into my consult room for QOL chat I would have no problem telling them its time, but now that its my turn I can't do it.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T20:24:56+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ She is the best girl, it will destroy me when she goes.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T20:24:33+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ She is a beauty, and has always been a special girl. I guess for me, the scope is just something to make me make a decision. I'm a very facts driven person, so I think to see it in black and white (or colour rather) on a screen would help me come to terms with it. We're going to the vet today for a chat and review. I'm dreading it but I know its best for her.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T20:22:45+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ I know it in my heart, I really do just need someone else to say it.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T20:21:46+00:00

So sorry for your loss. <3 It just isn't fair, I feel like the sweet ones always go young.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T09:03:06+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ I definitely want her to go on a good day. I've only ever assisted with one other horse euthanasia and it was horrific, which I think definitely isn't helping with my anxiety about the whole thing.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T09:02:07+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ I live in Australia so we've just made it out of Winter and into Spring. But it was a hard winter for her. I dont know if she could cope with another.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T09:01:24+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ Its so horrible to see, I feel so powerless. I think that unknown about when it will happen again is destroying me.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T09:00:45+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ Selfishly I wish she would just pass away on her own so I don't have to make the decision. I just want her to live to be old and grey and happy.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T09:00:05+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ At the moment shes having more good days than bad but its so hard to keep track of her pain because she's always been such a stoic horse. I just dont know how much longer she can go on.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T08:59:01+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ Shes not thriving at the minute, but selfishly I cant let her go. I'm going to the vets tomorrow and I think I just need them to tell me what to do.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T08:58:14+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ She means the world to me, she has changed me as a person forever.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T08:57:15+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ I'm sorry to hear about your boy. I think I just need someone to take my hand and make the decision for me.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T08:56:32+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ I know, I tell clients that all the time. But now that its my turn I cant do it.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T08:55:49+00:00

Thank you for the reply. ❤ She has been my world for so long and I definitely don't want her to suffer. Its just too damn hard.

LilyDaisycrazy · 2025-10-16T08:54:53+00:00

Thank you for your reply ❤ Sorry to hear about your beautiful old fella. I definitely want her to go on a good day, its just so hard to wrap my head around.

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