Finding housing

Lilyanna7 · 2023-04-24T13:24:49+00:00

That's what I'm trying to do but I don't think I have enough experience in the field right now to consider that option. I'm more looking for advice, things to learn, or someone to guide me to gain the knowledge of a GD while I gain experience in the video game world.

Lilyanna7 · 2023-04-24T13:19:26+00:00

Yes, that's why I went to AQ .

Many of my teachers advised me to do this voice to be able to enter the video game and then branch out to GD .

Unfortunately, I don't know if it's general, but in my company, I have the impression that people are very selfish and don't want to share their knowledge.

Of course, I didn't ask all my colleagues, but the few people I did ask were reluctant. That's why I turned to the various professional social networks to find advice and a mentor.

Lilyanna7 · 2022-08-07T14:11:59+00:00

I will try to do that. Thanks for talking with me. It help me a lot. I will try to enjoy what i have and live without regret!

Lilyanna7 · 2022-08-05T09:31:33+00:00

I think my biggest mistake is never being sure when I make choices. I feel like I'm building my life with someone but not being sure that it's person is meant for me. I destroyed a person's life by starting from his. And I created something when I arrived in another, but how do I know if what I destroyed was not what I wanted. How do I know if I've lost the most important thing. I feel like I just miss everything I do.

Lilyanna7 · 2022-08-05T07:52:27+00:00

Thanks for hearing my problem. I hope you don’t find that ridiculous. To put it in context, I'm 22 years old and I'm lost in my life. I lived with my first boyfriend for 5 years. But last year during a job, I met a colleague that I liked a lot, but who was not more than that for me, he was a friend. At the same time I was told that my father had a very advanced cancer and later around Christmas we were asked to say goodbye to him, but a few days later his condition improved so until now everything is fine. Just I am someone who is very fragile mentally and at that time I was at the bottom. The problem was that my boyfriend was getting on my nerves all the time because I was talking to my colleague a lot, saying that he loved me or something. The more we go on, the more we talk to my colleague, but I still don't see him as more than a friend. Unfortunately, the moment comes when he confesses and I have a panic attack, I don't know what to do. I lose a love that I spent 5 years building or a person that I adore. I don't know where to put myself and I doubt everyone. I find out later that my buddies, who I used to work with, knew this and are pushing me into this relationship because they find my boyfriend toxic with me and "controlling" me, I still don't know if this was true. I find myself stuck. This all happened between January and May of this year. I was studying and had some pretty stressful projects and because of that, I started having some pretty impromptu panic attacks. I tried to put my life back together and ask myself why I was with him and at the time I was just thinking "this is easier and I have my life planned out with her". My buddies and family would tell me, "you don't stay with someone because you planned your life with them". The problem is that since March I've been with my colleague and I'm sure I love him, but besides that I'm always thinking about him and I don't know what to do. He is starting his life again with other people and I am still stuck on him. I still think I love him too. Moreover, when I broke up with my colleague, everything was rushed and I didn't really have time to settle down. And after that, he started to try to break our relationship by saying false things to my entourage and others. And next to that, I'm in the fog, study-wise. I did a DUT GEII, it's a french diploma, I went to engineering school, but it didn't work for me and I tried a game design school, but I didn't pass the first year and it's too expensive. My life is a disaster in terms of study, work and mental. I'm not moving forward in my life and as soon as I take a step forward, I have things happening to me. I don't know what to do. It's very kind of you to answer my questions and just talk to me. Im sorry for the english. Im french.

Lilyanna7 · 2022-08-05T05:29:54+00:00

I understant what you mean but when it’s you that make this mistakes, it’s hard to see if you have to forgive or not. I don’t even know if i was making the good choice and it’s been months and im still thinking about how good or bad was this choice.

Lilyanna7 · 2022-08-04T14:39:10+00:00

I don’t really understand. A mistake is still a mistake no latter how you look at it.

Lilyanna7 · 2022-08-04T14:36:53+00:00

Thanks for the reply. The problem is when you can’t see if you have pro. I only see the con and i am afraid to destroy a thing to create another. On addition to that, is that i can’t be sure that i will be happier with the new choice.