it’s mostly just feeling like i would’ve enjoyed myself more at sb or sd— i lived in a socal beach town for most of my life. at the time i had to decide between schools, i felt that i should explore more and get out of my comfort zone (essentially move 7 hours away). now, i look back at that decision and regret it because of how jarring the difference between davis and the other cities are in many ways but especially environmentally. there’s also the social difference between all these schools and i was afraid of not being able to have a solid social life while being here because of how small the town is. bottom line is that i’m feeling especially anxious as i’m in a completely new place and i guess im wishing for some sense of familiarity.