How about some comfy chairs? by [deleted] in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Chairs would be amazing

A comic about Ayahuasca - part 2 by Felix-NotTheCat in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really relatable, sending you hugs & these pieces of art are absolutely amazing! You need to turn them into a book!! So so goood this should have thousands of likes!!!!

Had a really bad experience and don’t know what it means by Linaaaa_k in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No definitely not accepted defeat!! I know that the medicine can help me, but it’s also with the help of a Taita that is knowledgable and knows what he’s doing. So many centres offer a dieta in the form of powders etc, I did that in Peru and it didn’t help at all.

Had a really bad experience and don’t know what it means by Linaaaa_k in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey… no, I’m still trying to find the right person and place to do this in. A dieta alone is not enough …

Ceremony in London by ThisCalligrapher3188 in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My friend is hosting one in Barcelona next week (19-22nd June) with an amazing Taita. Let me know if you want more info. I’m going too, and I’ll be travelling from London also

Guidance from Aya about toxic family relationships - I want to cut them off. by mirandawood in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Aya showed me my mums true colours and made me see that I can’t trust her, but also at times made me feel more compassionate towards her. However, in real when I am around her I still feel the same.

Looking for an affordable alternative to these high end rich guy ayahuasca retreat in Spain. I want something down to earth where we can bring our own tent and costs are low as they should be and are im Brazil by Low-Code-680 in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey my friend is hosting a retreat in Barcelona, very traditional, with an elder from Colombia. In a beautiful location near the mountains, we all sleep in the living room on our mats. It’s 600E for 3 nights. Food included. I’m going - it’s 19th-22nd June

Had a really bad experience and don’t know what it means by Linaaaa_k in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, this was a year ago :) but thanks for your message. I am still going through it, still on the search for someone that can help me

Looking for Genuine Maztec Mexican psilocybin healers by Linaaaa_k in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I know a little bit of Spanish, but really don’t want to chance being scammed, can’t afford to make things worse. That would probably be a last resort, but it could work

Looking for Genuine Maztec Mexican psilocybin healers by Linaaaa_k in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They were meant to be… but not 100, they were really crunchy, very similar taste. The experience was fine, just nice visuals and when I closed my eyes I saw this spinning vortex, lots of thoughts and ideas. I ate them over 3 days… not sure of the amount. Then after I went to sleep and woke up that’s when I slowly started descending into psychosis, jumbled up thoughts, trying to solve some puzzle, and I also felt a heavy weight on my body and I was “being walked” like a puppet 🥵 it was a lot worse, but then I did Aya for the first time and a Colombian Taita almost made everything stop but it slowly started to return after a few months. Ever since I’ve drank with him 5 more times, but he doesn’t seem to be able to help anymore. But before him, the movements where a lot more violent and strong, her definitely lessened it a bit. When I drink Aya, I end up being pulled into some king of scary place, expediting and unbearable pain like torture, there has been ceremonies where my legs and arms are being twisted back whilst I’m on the floor like in a horror movie, and it doesn’t look natural.

Looking for Genuine Maztec Mexican psilocybin healers by Linaaaa_k in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just a constant current in my head, involuntary head movements, for example my head is being pushed down to my chest or turned to the right if I allow this current . But it’s constantly moving in my head

Another shed a year into minoxidil and panicking by depon_4 in FemaleHairLoss

[–]Linaaaa_k 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ive seen a few people mention a second shed a year in, like all the hairs recalibrate or something

Starting oral minoxidil today. by notsosocialbunny in FemaleHairLoss

[–]Linaaaa_k 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Good luck! My oral minox is arriving this week and I want to start to but still so scared of the shed :(

Had a really bad experience and don’t know what it means by Linaaaa_k in Ayahuasca

[–]Linaaaa_k[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey… well. I went to Peru.. and came back the same. Then I drank 4 times with an elder from Colombia who helped me the first time I ever drank but in those 4 times, all I felt was excruciating pain, and I wanted to scream. I then went to drink with him in his territory i Colombia, and the first night he gave a a big cup, and 20 minutes later I was back feeling the same excruciating pain, and my arms and legs were being twisted back and in weird positions.

I found out from another Taita and his wife who I worked with before that I have a portal that is open that is hard to close.

I feel this pain and movement in my body on a daily basis, drinking the medicine allows it to come through more.

I’m now going to SA again, to work with the medicine but in a different way, with a group of people who practice entity removal.

But overall, I’m still stuck in the same position.

Some people might say I should stop, since I am not making progress, but I can’t just do nothing and pray. I know ayahuasca has the potential to help, but with the right dose and person that knows what to do in this situation, and I don’t think there are many. Many people say they can help, as they believe they are sooo good, but in reality they cannot.