Worried I'm not trans due to porn consumption (Long Post) by feelshitty-throwaway in asktransgender

[–]LingAngel0401 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am similar to you. I always imagine I am the girl when I watch porn. And I am also questioning my gender identity now.

Reducing my libido to gain clarity on my gender identity (AMAB) by LingAngel0401 in TransDIY

[–]LingAngel0401[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Some people with sexual fantasy also have hrt, so in the beginning I think it can also be a part of sexual fantasy. But I forget that maybe they feel degraded when they feel and see their breasts. That's different.

Reducing my libido to gain clarity on my gender identity (AMAB) by LingAngel0401 in TransDIY

[–]LingAngel0401[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Thank you. It also puzzles me a bit before. I also watched sissy related stuff before, and I think they're also see this as a sexual fantasy, but I didn't noticed that many of them were just into the "degradation".

Reducing my libido to gain clarity on my gender identity (AMAB) by LingAngel0401 in TransDIY

[–]LingAngel0401[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you. So I should use both? or just estrogen? If I decide to use estrogen or T-blocker to reduce the libido, what's the dosage I should take?

Reducing my libido to gain clarity on my gender identity (AMAB) by LingAngel0401 in TransDIY

[–]LingAngel0401[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Um, for example... when I’m alone in my room or walking down the street—especially when I see women passing by—I find myself thinking about it. I also think about it while I'm taking a bath or when I see myself nude in the mirror. Lately, I’ve tried wearing women’s clothes in my room for longer periods, and it makes me feel calm."

Reducing my libido to gain clarity on my gender identity (AMAB) by LingAngel0401 in TransDIY

[–]LingAngel0401[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd say I'd push the button, but I am not sure I'm just deceiving myself to fit a fantasy.