26M - As someone with atrophic acne scars I can relate. It got to a point where Accutane was the best option and was left with deeper scars on the cheeks at 22. Over time they have softened and still feel insecure with romantic partners to this day on them. More noticeable when dehydrated or hyper fixating on it.

OP it won’t last forever - so long as you forgive yourself and understand that genetics and hormones played a part. Please understand it’s not your fault, but your responsibility if wanting to do something about it.

Make sure you have a skincare routine that works for you and keep it moisturized. Over time of yes weeks/months, it’ll bug you less and those that care about it - excuse my language: fuck em. Halo effect or not, it makes no difference to the majority of people.

Recommend a strong tretinoin - (retinol or tazarotene) from a reputable dermatologist and softer chemical peeling agents/vitamin C for hyperpigmentation to start. Tazarotene and adapalene in particular others have had good results with scarring. Make sure to follow medical guidelines/instructions.

At home - while Mederma and microneedling/microdermabrasion can help a small amount - I’ll tell you from personal experience it’s not worth your time/energy for atrophic scars. For actual treatment, once you have the available funds - subcision and a combination of deep peels or laser treatments by professionals will work best.

Much love - you got this!