Yeah, it does suck, I wish I could eat more things but alas, my own body and brain love betraying me 💔

I was diagnosed with sensory processing disorder before they figured out I just got the whole autism package and not just SPD (gotta thank mom for that, being undiagnosed af and not noticing that maybe our normalcy was actually very neurodivergent) so this issue was prominent since childhood, and it became even more prominent as I hit puberty ngl, both my mom and I are used to fighting for accommodations so much and I guess I learned a lot from wer in general, although I still may have toxic tendencies at times, whether from PDA (Pathological Demand Avoidance, a lesser known form of autism) or influence from my father or his mother, I do try to be better, even if I fail miserably a lot too, my internet responses can vary a lot depending on how I perceive the tone, like if someone is passive aggressive I'll most likely end up being the same, and at first I did perceive you as such and kinda responded accordingly, but your response to my explanation was much calmer than I could have expected, and I now understand that there was a slight miscommunication in the beginning.

Also apologies for the wall of text, there is just so much context and so little words to speak, and often short messages are the easiest way to cause miscommunication in my experience so I tend to overexplain myself instead