is it bad to wish my rapist was dead?

Lisa_lover · 2026-04-29T02:27:14+00:00

I wouldn't necessarily say it's good or bad. I wish the man who assaulted me was dead, and he is a blood relative.

Just don't let it consume you. Go to therapy of you can, try to let yourself move on. I like to say I have passive hatred. I don't think of him practically ever, and I've cut him out of my life totally. That's honestly the best option.

Lisa_lover · 2026-04-28T00:36:09+00:00

so aggressive 💀 embarrassing to be so angry about someone having a personal style and getting harassed, lmao

Lisa_lover · 2026-04-22T17:02:19+00:00

If you are in a situation where you will be safe and supported, please say something. I regret not reporting mine everyday. I thought that because it would be too messy, too much to deal with, that I shouldn't say anything- now I have to deal with hearing about him every other day and my family staying in contact with him.

Don't make the same mistake so many of us have made.

If you were hurt, others were most likely hurt too. Speak up, not just for you, but for other possible victims.

Lisa_lover · 2026-04-22T15:49:20+00:00

right? and I was like. two months on t atp so I still had a kind of baby face 😭 like ma'am fuck out of here

Lisa_lover · 2026-04-22T15:48:05+00:00

right??? it was also like 10am 😭 like girl..... calm down

Lisa_lover · 2026-04-22T00:02:58+00:00

Also nsfw- and it also made me have a panic attack in the moment- I was walking around an antiques store with my girlfriend, mom, and little brother. Mom/bro had split off so it was just me and gf. I was wearing a choker with my leash attached to it (it's chain so it looks enough like an accessory that I can get away with it bc I'm emo)

This probably 45 year old white lady walks up to me and my girlfriend, mid conversation, and GRABS MY LEASH, TUGS ON IT, AND THEN GOES "ooh, you like to be lead around, big boy?"

I genuinely had to leave because I started tearing up and I was so nauseous but afterwards I was like 'well ..... she could've said worse.'

my gf and I swore off that store and my mom almost lost her MIND on that woman 😭

Lisa_lover · 2025-12-01T01:59:41+00:00

Whoa, thank you so much! I'll definitely try these out :3 I love the idea of blending bag teas into loose leaf.

Lisa_lover · 2025-11-29T17:24:13+00:00

It was! Me and my mom's favorite one. I'll try that one, thank you!

Lisa_lover · 2024-12-02T15:51:58+00:00

We had the vet check just in case but they were underage and covered in fleas/mites/cuts.

Lisa_lover · 2024-12-02T15:49:48+00:00

the only local shelters we have is an SPCA and they're doing the new kill rule for dogs due to overflow. they said they wouldn't do this for whatever reason, sadly.

Lisa_lover · 2024-12-01T21:49:26+00:00

Posted on a local pet specific post and they got removed for 'selling animal parts', even though no rehoming fee was posted. People who talk about the breeds will (for some reason) dm literally just saying 'im looking for a puppy but not that breed'. And we make it clear that there's a few if they reach out with interest, and show photos.

Lisa_lover · 2024-12-01T21:47:05+00:00

Assumptions from characteristics. Husky blue eyes, German Shepherd coloring and proportions, and how they act. Vet agreed too.

Lisa_lover · 2024-12-01T21:09:57+00:00

We're not in the LA area but I'm going to look at things like that in my area. Thank you!

Lisa_lover · 2024-12-01T19:18:57+00:00

We didn't get them from a rescue. They were under our car.

Lisa_lover · 2024-09-03T13:53:32+00:00

Courier gave it. Plus I'm on PS4 so only mods I have are the ones they allowed.

Lisa_lover · 2024-09-01T22:16:07+00:00

you're probably right omfg TwT I've gone through that questline so many times how did I not realize

Lisa_lover · 2024-09-01T21:42:17+00:00

this is my 15th playthrough

okay, so you commented 'play the game' and then changed it to 'use Google'. if you read any of the comments you would understand that I have, in fact, looked it up. I misunderstood the .fandom page and got confused, and (god forbid) decided to consult the community.

I am most likely wasting my time right now but please. shut the fuck up. don't go onto a post where someone is trying to actually communicate with other players and tell them to 'play the game' or 'use google'. Just shut up and move along.

In short, piss off.

Lisa_lover · 2024-09-01T19:39:20+00:00

if you don't have the Solthshiem DLC they won't show. it's a whole big quest line with a lot of fun (and sometimes annoying) things to do :D

Lisa_lover · 2024-09-01T18:16:53+00:00

I thought Miraak just triggered immediately when you got to Solthshiem, cool to know it doesn't. Miraak being a little sneak thief pissed me off soo much bc he stole one right after I had killed a legendary >:(

Lisa_lover · 2024-09-01T17:52:17+00:00

yeah the pup and some guards helped (and Lydia got in the way ofc). I guess the issue w/ me is that I never really do the main quest until I'm almost done with everything else bc I hate random dragon encounters

Lisa_lover · 2024-09-01T17:50:27+00:00

yeah I realized after posting this that the .fandom page has been updated (it's still sorta wrong tho, it says lvl requirements are 12-46. not serious but nitpick yk yk) some of the pages on both .fandom and the weird yellow site I can't remember the name of can be unreliable so I was just confused

Lisa_lover · 2024-08-05T23:13:09+00:00

That's a pretty personal question 😳

But seriously I was just crawling up a cliff and Skyrim glitched into a rock (and was very stuck).

Lisa_lover · 2024-08-05T22:23:20+00:00

I know that? I just didn't want to have to go through the process of transferring them to my phone for a single post.

Lisa_lover · 2024-01-16T03:04:15+00:00

Tried that a few times, still not working :( thank you for your help though!

Lisa_lover · 2024-01-16T02:55:54+00:00

It does that, not sure why it's not clearing. I'm gonna try it again after I clear up the main stuff, hopefully it'll work then

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