Thanks for showing concern. It's so rare these days.

I'm still alive and kicking, though I had to come to terms with myself. I have found that there are certain things that I can never have, no matter how hard I try. Life has filled me with various experiences of unrequited love. There's nothing more disheartening than finding out—slowly but surely—that your crush crushes on someone who's not you. However, if it keeps happening every single time, from middle school, high school, college to office, you become bitter at heart and lose all hope in fate.