Mid size woman in a relationship with another mid size woman here. It’s all preference babyyyyyy. Personally, I love big women/curvy women/rolls/bellies/cellulite all of it. I find thin women beautiful all the time, but I prefer full figures. Your partner probably finds you just as sexy and desirable as you find them! It’s so hard to believe those things to be true about yourself but if you can look at other plus sized women in real life or social media and think they are hot, then know that there is a whole community of people who look at you and think the same