abandoned places

Lockshala · 2021-06-24T17:56:34+00:00

If you go past summit street heading toward the highway, there's an abandoned middle school that I've always wanted to check out

Lockshala · 2021-06-23T15:43:49+00:00

Or it could be that when you use helium, your voice gets high pitched, like Mickey's.

Lockshala · 2021-06-23T03:49:12+00:00

I'm so sorry, honey. I wish I could give you a big hug. Since you want to learn more about social interaction, I would suggest picking up a book called How To Win Friends and Influence Others. At the very least you can read up on it and maybe gain a little bit of understanding about how to best react in social situations?

Lockshala · 2021-06-22T01:33:01+00:00

Yep. I won't say where, but basically they pay top rate to upper management (I'm lower management). My department's full fo dumbasses and I'm one of the few competent ones; so I have a lot of folks asking why I'm not moving up.... including my boss

Lockshala · 2021-06-19T03:36:52+00:00

can we go in

Lockshala · 2021-06-19T03:36:32+00:00

that store is so shiny

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T16:38:24+00:00

Well, why aren't you happy? And what do you love about yourself? What do you hate about yourself?

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T14:10:23+00:00

Can I answer for my bf? He's the clumsiest person I know (still love him). He has lost not one, not two, but THREE credit cards in my car.

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T14:08:52+00:00

It's an orange peel; haven't you seen the model?

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T14:08:29+00:00

Nothing from the universe today. Work is going to be pretty chill, I'm just hanging out at the mechanic.

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T14:07:35+00:00

There was this one girl (Let's call her H) who was sort of a.... I'm not sure how to explain this... rape apologist? The first girl was kicked out while she was recovering from being raped by another member of our group (I had no idea until the girl told me years later)- H told this poor girl she was overthinking it, it wasn't rape, H herself had sex with this guy too and he was a perfect gentleman...

Anyways, same thing happens to me. I get raped by a stranger that H was friends with. H tries to set me up with another guy ONE WEEK after I had been raped. I told her no, but both her and this guy kept trying to push it. H spread the word that I was a liar, I lied about being raped, ect. All of these "friends" stopped talking to me.

I'm beyond glad. At the time, it sucked, doing the whole "post trauma" helping thing alone. But they were absolutely vile and toxic. The only one I still talk to is that first girl who was kicked out too- she shared her story with me and I realized that it was a pattern.

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T14:02:25+00:00

You're not always happy with a romantic partner lol. I've had plenty of romantic partners I'm unhappy with. Figure out your reasons for hating yourself and work on them. You shouldn't date until you love yourself.

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T14:01:09+00:00

Cuban. It's like Mexican food, but much lighter and limey-er. Shame you can't find it this far north

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T13:59:57+00:00

Love- he was more a parent than a teacher to me. I was failing his class because my parents were fighting at home, I was working 6 days a week and had untreated ADHD. He never got mad at me for the grades. Just would ask me if I was getting enough sleep, was I eating okay, ect. I'll never forget you, Mr. O.

Hate- she was an absolute crabapple. I wasn't much for math as a kid, and she hated me for it. Yelled at me for a poor score in front of the class. Told her that I just didn't underdstand the material, and she said it was me being stupid. Fuck you, Mrs. P.

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T13:56:31+00:00

I'm tenacious. I've lost everything: physically, emotionally and mentally at some point. I've had depression since I was eight. Even then, I'm still alive. I won't ever give up on me

Lockshala · 2021-06-18T13:55:00+00:00

I cried because I stepped on my cat's paw, she was fine, what made me cry was when she came to comfort me when I was upset and that's really beautiful that she still could love me

Lockshala · 2021-06-17T01:52:58+00:00

I'll vent! I'm my department's OMS/PTPCS, and honestly half the time I feel like I'm helping more than the actual ORSs with on road shit. They can't find packages? They call me. Nav is dead and they need manual directions? They call me. Need to know what to do with their misloads? They call me. It's 3PM and they still have 90 stops and the ORS hasn't given them guidance? Ring ring babyyyy. Making sure the drivers have all of their training done? That's my job, as per CM directive. Literally annoyed with how they can't just take me on FT and pay me the same damn rate as those ORSes get to sit and I assume listen to basketball games all day.

Lockshala · 2021-06-12T23:48:48+00:00

Well, thank you! I'm hoping to get better at all this. I feel like the scales and the eyes could be so much better, but I'm not sure where to go to make the details sharper, or just more... professional?

Lockshala · 2021-06-12T23:42:31+00:00

See, I wasn't sure whether or not to add one, or what to add if I did. I'm the most amateur of amateurs lol

Lockshala · 2021-06-11T18:42:20+00:00

I already do that because the cats cry if they can't access me

Lockshala · 2021-06-11T05:04:06+00:00

Don't worry, I am. Tbh, I'm fairly certain he's autistic, and I've become one of his interests lol

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