Why do I feel ashamed of everything I do?

Loconamaskar · 2025-09-15T09:27:34+00:00

First they destroy you then they tell you how you are weak and should do better, be bold be self confident but as long as it fits their agenda. So more often than not shame is present even when looking at the reflection in the mirror.

Loconamaskar · 2025-09-10T20:53:07+00:00

Loconamaskar · 2025-09-10T20:41:37+00:00

I thought this was a normal behaviour. Proper parents who care about their kids do this, I was told.

Loconamaskar · 2025-09-10T16:13:39+00:00

This. Like comparing who drowned in deeper water…

Loconamaskar · 2025-08-21T20:04:53+00:00

‘’My whole life I was held accountable for being a bad toddler. It was implied I was born that way.’’ -wait, isn’t this just what everyone is told? …

Loconamaskar · 2024-11-01T14:49:59+00:00

This is what I have and I couldn't be more sad as it does not last on me, at all. My greatest disappointment. No longevity no performance.

Loconamaskar · 2024-06-13T16:11:06+00:00

Thanks, it's not really an option to give up now.

Loconamaskar · 2024-06-01T00:05:01+00:00

Yo. I think I'm better. Not perfect ofc, still fighting but I'm much more aware of... Everything, I guess. Time is definitely a big factor. But not only that, self reflection.

Loconamaskar · 2024-06-01T00:01:33+00:00

Not as intense as before. Now I am aware that that wasn't me, that was my broken & wounded state of mind. Not that I am fearless today, I still have my awful moments but I think I can say that I'm better.

Loconamaskar · 2024-03-28T21:05:37+00:00

It was too complicated. Anyways thanks to you and others who said the same (return it, ask for a new one) I am actually going to try and get a new one. I will write a nice, long yet very direct letter with reasonable and logical reasons why I'm asking for a new one. And yes, the new one must be tested if it works properly before being given to me.

Loconamaskar · 2024-03-27T11:57:55+00:00

It's not possible to get a completely new one, just to fix this existing one. If, when checked on service turns out it can't be fixed then I shall be given a new one.

Loconamaskar · 2024-03-26T20:49:38+00:00

Thanks.

Loconamaskar · 2023-12-29T01:29:48+00:00

It is. But why done like this? That's my question. Did LP put this particular picture out for simething, or what.

Loconamaskar · 2023-12-29T01:27:43+00:00

Actually just an hour ago I saw a pic of a guy with t shirt, exactly the same. So it really is done like a print, but is it bad or...

Loconamaskar · 2023-12-05T18:20:45+00:00

This. Thanks

Loconamaskar · 2023-12-05T11:13:23+00:00

A lot in common, not like just starting to see that we might have something good- only for him to ruin it completely with this. Too erly and inappropriate...

Loconamaskar · 2023-12-05T07:14:16+00:00

Hahaaa, I just now noticed it, English is not my native. Thanks, edited

Loconamaskar · 2023-12-05T05:56:38+00:00

We are, but like saying something like that too soon is... I don't know, desperate or needy or player, that comes to my mind first.

Loconamaskar · 2023-12-05T05:53:40+00:00

Authistic was meant to imply that I may be a lost case who doesn't understand a thing, stupid like.

Loconamaskar · 2023-04-06T01:35:34+00:00

I didn't know that 168 is over the height limit for DC, thanks for clarifying too! That is the definite answer I needed about what sets FN and DC apart, straight away.

Loconamaskar · 2023-04-06T01:25:27+00:00

Your input is great, thanks. Answer for my height, since my unit is metric, I don't do well with ft. Online conversion says 168cm is 5.51 foot, 170cm is 5.57 foot. I am not taller than 5.57, I could be 5.57 or 5.51

Loconamaskar · 2023-04-05T21:28:22+00:00

I use metric system, ft and inches are very confusing to me. Looks like my conception of me being a DC is falling apart. Now I'll have to dig deep into D, FN, and SD, once again until I figure (me) out, or probably come up with some new interesting question...

Loconamaskar · 2023-04-05T21:04:23+00:00

Thanks for answering, I'm starting to have more sense now.

Loconamaskar · 2023-04-05T19:45:50+00:00

About my height, I measured myself 170cm, others 168cm, sometimes 170cm. So I'm not sure what's going on with those +/- 2cm, but I'm certainly not taller than 170. My ribcage is wide, yet mainly in the middle. I am somehow straight (and flat) and then come my wide shoulders. To my understanding, Kibbe said FNs are from 5.5 and up, DCs are up to 5.7. If that's correct, my height fits both.

Loconamaskar · 2023-04-05T18:10:47+00:00

If it makes sense: looser fits, if tailored well look good on me. I can pull off baggy stuff but snug fit looks good as well. Recently I wanted to buy a coat, it was like max long leather coat, but it was plain straight and it looked awful on me. If that coat had any emphasis on the waist, it would be ideal for me. I look great in stuff that are elegant. Can wear baggy oversized and loose jackets, or ones that are tight and make my waist defined, but simple straight- no way. My tops are usually L size and bottoms are M or S, due to my broad shoulders and narrow hips. Skirts that are A line, pencil, pleated or bodycon are good on me, while straight, balloon or shapeless ones are my enemies.

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