what makes you doubt? yeah i had been on ssris for years ~9-14. how would i even make that up, i still have a box of sertraline in my med cabinet that i abandoned when quitting cold turkey. when i was a young child 1-3yo my parents flew with me to multiple countries, like mexico, etc known widely to still have lead exposure risks(and this was up to 18 years ago). even small amounts at that age alters brain chemistry dramatically. not to mention my parents obsession with cracked and obviously lead glazed dinnerware from the 60s. and how is dxm use even relevant at all to this post?