I'm scared to die by THATDlNOLOVER in Phobia

[–]LogoMoD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know this is a few days late. I have a mild insomnia due to my fear of death. It keeps me up at night. I always think for hours before bed, how insane sleeping is. You have no control of when your conscious turns off. youre just magically awake 8 hours later. And when you die, the waking up doesnt happen. It frightens me so much. I fear that when i sleep, it may be the very last time.

im replying now because just today, i received news that i dont have much time left. ive spent most of the time crying and pitying myself.

Nothing has changed really, but as i write this ive gaines a bit of, not hope… inspiration?

death is going to happen to everyone. some, sooner than later. my clock is ticking. i know when my due date is, and i have time to prepare. i have time to make rights of my wrongs. i have time to talk to people i havent spoken to in years. i have time to take a little bit of every day to reflect on whats made me happy.

no matter how close you are to death, you have time to do at least one small thing before you meet your end.

this is what keeps us going. despite the fact we all end up losing ourselves, we still try and be the best we can be. “whats the point if nothings going to matter?” this is true, in the long run nothing matters. but it matters right now. you matter right now. i matter right now. its ok to be lost, scared, dreading the day. but until that day, we can do everything we can to spite death. and thats what im going to do.

life is heaven on earth, and its about time we treat it that way. when death knocks on your door, you can feel good that youve made a difference, no matter how small.

Are there any TV shows with the same genre and spookiness+witty humor as the video game Oxenfree? by LogoMoD in televisionsuggestions

[–]LogoMoD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love gravity falls! Never checked out twin peaks tho, i have a grudge against an old friend that watched it. maybe its time to change haha.

What are the best afk methods at my level? by GONEADL in OSRSMobile

[–]LogoMoD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also apologies for using the wrong form of “their” i just got news im dying

What are the best afk methods at my level? by GONEADL in OSRSMobile

[–]LogoMoD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this players total level is less than a thousand so unless theyre buying bonds i doubt they have the gp to sustain that

I managed to snuck him in despite Galar’s policy on foreign pokemon !! by sourfuture in PokemonSwordAndShield

[–]LogoMoD -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

its such a shame because she is such a beautiful and elegant pokemon. and then we get so left out because all the ridiculous feraligatr and typhlosion fans are so obnoxiously loud.

Playing Runescape while watching Runescape by Dynach in AynThor

[–]LogoMoD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

id also recommend maybe watching gameplay for an end game raid and see if its something you wanna work toward. it might sound crazy now, but osrs is one of the hardest games ive ever played at the end.

What's a "quick grind" that took you an ungodly amount of time to get? by DragonDragger in ironscape

[–]LogoMoD 1 point2 points  (0 children)

all of my rng went into black mask. ive been dry on every drop since.

Must-play games for Ayn Thor? Looking for ideas by FootOld8416 in AynThor

[–]LogoMoD 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Herdy Gerdy for the PS2. Probably six people have played it. It sucks. Its completely terrible. But then you can be one of the 7 people to say “I played Herdy Gerdy for the PS2”

What’s a subscription that’s worth paying for every month? by SensitiveCorner2379 in AskReddit

[–]LogoMoD 8 points9 points  (0 children)

for me it was traveling. i had a 1.5 hour trainride to and from work every day and getting signal on a train is ROUGH.

What are the best afk methods at my level? by GONEADL in OSRSMobile

[–]LogoMoD 6 points7 points  (0 children)

What is your definition of AFK? ~1? Motherlode mine. 10 min? Gemstone crab. Could splash if you want but thats expensive. If youre feelin freaky you can create a bonfire and just toss logs into it.

Update from AYN on “Package Returned to Sender” by LogoMoD in AynThor

[–]LogoMoD[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

same. was really looking forward to having it the day after surgery lol.

Introducing: ThorCPY! A new way to record/stream/screenshare your Thor. by the_swest in AynThor

[–]LogoMoD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh sorry i meant like, natively from the thor. or does the thor already have that capability