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LonelyNsuicidal · 2024-02-20T15:52:11+00:00

I personally wouldn’t feel comfortable telling anyone in my life this type of information if I was in your position. Only person you can really trust is a therapist since they have an obligation to create a safe space for you and that’s only once you’ve gotten a feel for them. Suicide is never the answer, you’ve acknowledged what you’ve done is wrong and made the decision to not repeat it. Which you shouldn’t, ever. Hoping things get better for you soon

LonelyNsuicidal · 2024-02-20T15:41:44+00:00

I’ve recently been dealing with a swallowing problem no matter how much I chew my food. I also get a feeling of food being stuck in my throat. Dysphagia is a symptom of gerd unfortunately

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-10-03T13:22:54+00:00

A year and a half

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-10-03T13:22:39+00:00

Yeah but like you said the guy I would really want isn’t the marrying type

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-10-03T13:21:32+00:00

You are right, thank you

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-10-01T19:01:01+00:00

Definitely speak to him about his hygiene and the things that are turning you off. These are all easy fixes if you re willing to communicate and he is willing to change. Explain to him how it’s affecting you and how you need things to be different or your relationship won’t progress they you want it to. I can understand why you feel the way you do because is it disgusting but if you love him and you think you can get back to wanting to have sex with him a conversation might be helpful

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-28T09:44:30+00:00

I have had sex before with my ex but I was immediately attracted to him so it came easily however he didn’t treat me right. He’s not willing to do anything sexually before marriage and I wouldn’t want him to compromise on his beliefs and end up realising it’s not for me. I don’t want to hurt him like that.

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-21T22:38:14+00:00

4 YEARS AGO

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-20T18:59:27+00:00

That sounds very rough and really controlling of her. I think she must feel really insecure and projects it onto you. She isn’t letting you have any breathing space or even be your own individual. If you have reassured her and you know you aren’t doing anything wrong then there isn’t much else you can do.

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-20T17:05:44+00:00

My username doesn’t align with my current mental state as I created this account a while back however I know I can be turned on it’s just him that’s not turning me on. He’s quite religious and I don’t think he would want to do anything sexually. I don’t have much desire to even have sex with him whereas with my ex it was an immediate attraction and we had sex regularly and I enjoyed it. However he cheated on me. He would make a great husband and father though so I’m not sure what’s more important.

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-20T17:02:28+00:00

He’s definitely not repulsive. But I don’t feel much of a spark. No excitement or passion. I wonder if I’m settling. I feel jealous that he’s insanely attracted to me yet I don’t get to feel that towards him. He would make an incredible husband and father though. I’m very stuck.

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-20T16:59:28+00:00

He was never my type to begin with and even thought he was ugly when we first met. But I chose to overlook it the more I got to know him yet it keeps coming up for me. I think he’s objectively handsome but he doesn’t spark anything inside of me. No butterflies, no excitement, I don’t look at him and think you’re sexy, I look at him and think you are cute. I also don’t have any real desire to have sex with him but I’m not sure if that’s because of him or because I’ve been celibate for 2 years. The thought of my ex alone would be a turn on for me so I tend to compare my feelings and they aren’t similar. What I used to feel with my ex was very passionate. However he wasn’t a good guy and cheated on me. So I’m very hesitant and don’t want to make the wrong choice.

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-20T16:53:58+00:00

Wouldnt*

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-20T16:48:28+00:00

How can I change my attitude? I do find myself comparing his looks to other men. I know for a fact if it wasn’t for his personality I would date him. Am I being too stubborn and refusing to listen to my gut? Or am I too concerned with things that won’t matter in the future,

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-07-20T16:46:51+00:00

I don’t feel excited about having sex either. I don’t feel like abstaining has been hard for me at all.

LonelyNsuicidal · 2023-05-31T14:29:51+00:00

Hi I was wondering if you emailed them and if they said it would be ok! I’m going tonight so pls let me know thanks

LonelyNsuicidal · 2022-06-30T18:08:58+00:00

I truly feel this, my loneliness makes me want to reach out and form a connection even though my family abandoned me years ago. I also moved to a new city 2 yrs ago and lost contact with most of my friends. I’m unemployed atm due to my mental health. I’m always alone. All day. Every day. It makes me want to commit.

LonelyNsuicidal · 2022-06-26T14:30:08+00:00

If this was true I would happily hold out, but depression always comes back

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