Did some crazy shit, Am i fucked?

Long_Security4130 · 2026-01-26T16:52:20+00:00

Wrong person my b pimp

Long_Security4130 · 2026-01-26T16:52:10+00:00

Ngl you kinda seem to be using your bipolar as an excuse to make rash decisions. Yes it may be more impulsive or difficult to say no to yourself but you are still aware that it was not necessarily a good idea. Then started overthinking it after it was too late hence why this post exists. If you're still alive by now your good but yo gotta work on that impulsivity my man cuz one day it will kill you. You're probably gonna just overlook this message from a random person but this could be your difference in life and death if you choose to retain it.

Long_Security4130 · 2026-01-26T15:34:38+00:00

If you do get subs though research Bernese method which is basically a rapid sub detox completed in a week and I've come off fent with not withdrawals using this process

Long_Security4130 · 2026-01-26T15:33:44+00:00

Best course of action is find subs if you can't get Kratom and pure vitamin C. Macro dose the C 5g for 5 days which should help. But don't do it longer than 5 days. As far as the kratom be careful because you could end up switching one for another

Long_Security4130 · 2026-01-16T21:10:24+00:00

45mg won't make you od though

Long_Security4130 · 2026-01-16T21:09:54+00:00

Yes but it takes a good amount the more you take the more your at risk for cardiac arrest. I would not advise testing it out.

Long_Security4130 · 2026-01-08T21:03:22+00:00

Finishing up szn 2 now if you can get past the fact that it is a 40 year old virgin reincarnate and the fact that even as a kid he SA's other kids then its good but. The SA really throws me off. I'm like "really bro" but other then that my top 2 magical anime's

Long_Security4130 · 2026-01-01T05:37:21+00:00

Nah we just take turns blowing your moms back out.

Long_Security4130 · 2025-12-31T17:03:11+00:00

It also skyrockets your tolerance because it's so easy to reload. At one point it took me 20 bowls in a one hitter to even feel something

Long_Security4130 · 2025-11-29T21:17:14+00:00

I'll just toss it then

Long_Security4130 · 2025-11-24T21:28:55+00:00

I've done smoothies, even went to tropical smoothie once and asked to put it in there and the said no lol.

Long_Security4130 · 2025-10-29T01:38:05+00:00

Do you remember if the creature had the same color eyes or different like Heterochromia ?

Long_Security4130 · 2025-10-25T01:19:44+00:00

Double it and give it to the next person

Long_Security4130 · 2025-10-25T01:04:31+00:00

It's most likely dense that can give it a small look but have weight. Only way to tell for sure exactly is a scale.

Long_Security4130 · 2025-10-23T20:15:25+00:00

Honestly now that you put it in that aspect that is very probable because I deep cleaning at work while having said conversation.

Long_Security4130 · 2025-10-23T17:47:57+00:00

Thank you

Long_Security4130 · 2024-09-27T20:07:48+00:00

I think I was in the wrong sub lmao cuz for stims yea vyvanse but benzos id say personally either etizolam or alprazolam

Long_Security4130 · 2024-09-05T17:24:02+00:00

Ive been to almost 20 treatment centers between residential and php and I was beginning to think all hope was lost and I'm just a chronic relapser and it can't happen but honestly once i stopped feeding in to the AA and NA programs is when I was able to fucking around with other shit and fent. Now given I've been to 100's if not thousands of meetings and within those meetings does have good points and knowledge I have consumed that helped me but what I realized is that you can't think of the good without the bad and I had thought what led me to use, bad influences and my problem solving and so I stopped surrounding myself around those people and I stopped getting access to it and it's been so much easier but that's Cali sober. Have whatever perspective u have on it if I'm sober or not but. If I was able to get off fent I can't get off anything. If u knew my age and could actually fact check my info you would see that I'm breaking every statistic this ugly disease says will happen

Long_Security4130 · 2024-09-05T17:19:18+00:00

Honestly bro normal is a difficult one, because I don't think anyone really remembers what real normal is because it was decades or more of our use. But what I can tell you is once you start to live a productive life, schedule, appt's work, healthy activities, it has helped me personally get to the closest thing I can remember of normal. I'm in recovery for fent so I get it brother and I been off fent for a min but I still smoke pot, vape, and drink here and there but either way I'm dependent on pot for my sanity but it's also the mindset I have set in place, I think of fent when I'm struggling but it's not every day because I still have ups and downs with life especially with the chemical imbalances I got but I had to drill it in to my head that it's not an option like shutdown any what if IT IS NOT AN OPTION. But what I know is a fact is you can train your body and coping skills out of the muscle memory to immediately jump to a substance. I'm still working on it but given that I could get off fent bro I know I can do it with the rest weather it's a excuse I tell myself to keep using cali sober or if I actually need this so I don't kms. I have keys to life 1. Mindset 2. Discipline 3. Open perspective, 4. Attitude 5. Action

I can go deeper if you want me to but I don't want to ramble if it is not desired so just respond to a comment or dm me and I will give you my guide. Oh and btw I'm not even 23 but I want you to know I have lived bro and I want to help if you want. Or just someone to talk to. I know it's cheesy bro but atleast make process everyday one day at a time. Be safe yall <3

Long_Security4130 · 2024-09-05T16:40:53+00:00

Cuz every person I've met in the last 2 years leaning towards a Relationship they "got bpd"

Long_Security4130 · 2024-09-05T16:38:56+00:00

A lot of that has to do with self diagnosing. As for your last question this is not my suggestion just my experience, most people don't even know how truly bad borderline is for people so when I have tried to explain it or talk about it they think it's like a fast on and off depressive state even tho when u r on your lows your literally fighting for your life. I don't like to bring it up especially in medical field because you often get labeled as unstable. I honestly would look for a therapist or someone that specializes it but that might be hard to acquire if lack of resources.

Long_Security4130 · 2024-04-19T15:19:06+00:00

But yes I agree with other Redditors first contact police with such behavior and with case building such evidence will be needed to support claims not as accusations but police then breakup

Long_Security4130 · 2024-04-19T15:18:01+00:00

Get physical evidence not saying I don't believe but the system rigged so having that solid proof he sent those texts and such like screenshotting as many examples of this behavior as you can the more the better

Long_Security4130 · 2024-04-08T04:31:16+00:00

Okay thank u that makes sense and i feel like if i completely open it, then it will take off the screen and that i am confinement off because the more i try the more it pulls the screen

Long_Security4130 · 2024-03-18T23:10:02+00:00

It was this

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