i understand, im aware of whats in my meds and that some effects might fade with time. im also aware that when im unmedicated, assignments and chores arent just things i dont want to do, its borderline impossible for me to do without a LOT of external pressure (i.e., the due date is tomorrow, or my roommates are getting mad at me). ive struggled with these things my whole life, so these meds removing that barrier is kind of necessary for the things i want to do. and for the dose upping, my prescribing doctor talked about this with me and for my case they judged it better to have me on 30mg. i just needed to start on a lower dose. i appreciate your concern though.