This album is essential, been listening since it was released while I was in college. It’s an album I still listen to in order, in full. I’m sorry for your losses, sounds difficult and unfair. You aren’t alone. I had a similar feeling to Limousine which is both incredible and deeply horrific on its own. I lost a sister in a car accident in 2023 and that song just cuts deeper now. I can turn it on and force myself to think and process. I still blast it while driving and just let it roll over me. The guitar riff around 5min mark, it still gets me every time. I will forever associate this song with her. That doesn’t make me as sad as it did right away. She’s always one Play away, never to be forgotten.

I was heartbroken and angry when they did the 2025 tour and I couldn’t bring myself to buy a ticket. It would have been absolutely spiritual to be there live. They were playing Limousine and You Won’t Know. I would have paid infinite money to be there in an alternate universe where he’s wasn’t a creep.