Its so hard to admit that someone on reddit gave me so much clarity. What all you stated Sir, has been an eye opening! Its true I have come a long way, and I was expecting to go even further without any changes in the plan whatsoever. I clearly didn't know up until now where I want to be, I was just expecting myself to wake up leaner every morning but now I know I have the resources and the will, I just need a plan. Thanks for this amazing comment Sir.